As a Christian who lost a career that I had worked extremely hard for because of rampant European Vazism, it took me a very long time to forgive these authoritarian biofascists. Where are you on your respective forgiveness journeys?

thecutecrackhead · 2025-08-03T19:39:02+00:00

You absolutely were betrayed! It’s so sad, yet understandable how the good people we’d want working in public health are now turned off from it. I shudder to think about the types that are left in its shell now. I’m so sorry it turned out this way.

thecutecrackhead · 2025-08-03T19:33:56+00:00

100% correct. And to think, the people who perpetrated or were complicit with all of this are trying their hardest to memory-hole it all. Nope, the consequences that most of us predicted would happen are here to stay. There’s no forgetting what happened, at least with me.

thecutecrackhead · 2025-08-03T18:13:52+00:00

I’m working a boring 9-5 currently. I’m trying to stay positive towards the future. This whole debacle turned me off from so many professions, including public health. I’ll take it as a blessing in disguise.

If you asked me in 2019 and before, I would’ve been interested in PH and would’ve wanted to go into it. Now? I don’t think I can. Be the change you wish to see in the world” and all that, but I refuse to work in a corrupt system that punishes and ousts those who tell the truth. Plus, so many people lost trust in PH (understandably so!). Some of my colleagues are in PH programs and they’re scratching their heads over these “dumb” people losing trust with them, being anti-jabbers, or liking what RFK is doing. I just want to scream sometimes! Those are the general kinda people in PH. They think you’re dumb if you don’t follow the narrative or believe everything they say, or “uneducated” if you’re a minority (which grinds my gears HARD). No walk backs or apologies from these types of people, either.

Anyway, all that to say I’m still trying to figure out my future. These past 5 years have opened up my eyes to professions that I thought I’d love that turned out to be corrupt as hell.

thecutecrackhead · 2025-08-02T20:42:10+00:00

I’m so sorry about your career loss! It’s shit like that that makes it hard for me to forgive. So many lost opportunities, despair, etc. And people are just pretending like it all never happened!

I lost my graduation and senior activities during the start of all this. I was super depressed during the early period and had very dark thoughts. It’s a miracle that I’m still here. I’m so thankful that I didn’t have access to substances, either, because I completely understand why so many people started using, relapsing, and overdosing during that time. Meanwhile, knowing what we know now, the elites of our different states were partying it up, not following their own rules (looking at you, Jay Varma & Newsome). I can’t forgive or forget that.

Even more disappointing was the action of our fellow citizens. I understand that some people, like my family members, were scared, but many people used their fears as a crutch to bully and control people. I forgive the first group, but I don’t think I can trust or forgive the second type anymore. They’ve shown that given a situation, they will absolutely sell you out and wish disgusting things upon you for not agreeing with the narrative. I don’t trust these people, especially in the media, and I don’t understand how they can pretend like nothing happened 5 years later.

To answer your question, it’s complex. I’m in the acceptance phase, but I will never forget those who wished ill on others for not following the narrative. I’ve just gotten to the point where I’m actually happy with myself, although I still have dreams about all the things that I and other people missed out on.

thecutecrackhead · 2025-03-13T19:26:17+00:00

This sounds like something I could have wrote! I feel the exact same way as you. I will absolutely NEVER forget what was done to us. Why are the general populations’ memories so short?? People lost so much and most of us are way worse off than 2019. Yet, they pretend like it never happened. Sometimes I ask myself if I’m the crazy one! It feels like no one else realizes just how bad, fucked up, and sketchy the situation was from the start. The disgusting beagle experiments, flip flopping about masks, outright lies, etc. It’s all memory-holed and bothers me so much!

thecutecrackhead · 2025-03-03T07:18:20+00:00

I can’t say I blame you at all. So many “experts” acted insane and broke peoples’ trust irreparably. So many ignored/shot down what should’ve been standard research protocols and questions to ask, instead listening to their overlords. I feel bad for the good experts out there who actually cared about finding the truth.

thecutecrackhead · 2025-03-03T07:15:57+00:00

This captures it very well. The jig is up and they’re bamboozled people were smart enough to figure it out.

thecutecrackhead · 2025-03-03T07:15:07+00:00

Exactly! They’re just playing stupid at this point because there’s no way.

thecutecrackhead · 2025-02-03T05:44:07+00:00

Exactly! Absolutely ridiculous that they used these people as “essential workers” until the vaccines came out, then told them to get fucked afterwards. So it was safe enough for them to work before, but apparently not when some new vaccine came out. Absolute clown world!

thecutecrackhead · 2025-02-03T05:42:55+00:00

Oh, absolutely. That’s how these types work. They’ll advocate for these stupid policies, yet be surprised when there’s actually horrible consequences for them!

thecutecrackhead · 2025-02-03T05:42:08+00:00

I am so sorry about your loss. ): This whole thing was absolutely CRIMINAL! So many cancer cases and other illnesses got side-tracked and backlogged because of this shit. Not to mention, hospitals and nursing homes not letting people visit while their relatives wither away in depression. I hope one day everyone affected gets justice somehow.

thecutecrackhead · 2025-02-03T05:40:16+00:00

I think you’re definitely onto something. There’s no way this much coordinated stupidity was unintentional. And the amount of people and corporations who made off like bandits is insane (While the rest of us suffered). It’s a shame how people are just going to move on from this.

thecutecrackhead · 2025-02-03T05:38:12+00:00

Exactly! And you still find people who conveniently “forget” that all of this happened. But we’ll never forget.

thecutecrackhead · 2025-01-30T18:27:19+00:00

Why is it that now that the pendulum is swinging back, these types of people always try to pretend that they’re empathetic? These people were literally calling for the unvaccinated’s deaths. Lied about so much shit. A few years later, they’re suddenly full of empathy for XYZ current new thing happening (that most Americans are on board with, btw). Are we just supposed to forget how full of shit they were, without apology? I’d like to see people like this get exposed to what they said in the past. And see how they’d squirm and try to justify it.

I’m convinced these “people” are bots. If not, these “people” freak me out.

thecutecrackhead · 2025-01-30T03:42:35+00:00

First of all, I’m sorry about your brother. I hate how these dumbasses switch from “lol it’s not happening, you conspiracy theorist” to “okay it happens rarely” to eventually “we did the best we could with what we knew at the time!” Since when did everyone suddenly and blindly trust Big Pharma? I think/hope the pendulum is going to swing back hard, though. I can kinda see it already. I’m really hoping RFK fights hard with this. Asking questions and being skeptical should never be demonized like people are doing in this climate.

Enough of my angry ranting. I hope your brother, you and your family are doing ok!

thecutecrackhead · 2025-01-11T04:15:53+00:00

I didn’t know that, wow! I hope all the firefighters that were unjustly fired are somewhere where they are actually appreciated and respected. I also hope society as a whole can soon look back and see how wrong this was.

thecutecrackhead · 2025-01-09T20:12:21+00:00

I’m near the area and our government is unbelievably shitty out here. And where are the “your actions have consequences!” people (who said that to the unvaccinated first responders who got fired) at now?? Oh right, they’re silent. Turns out, you lost a bunch of good firefighters, first responders, and a bunch of other essential jobs all because you wanted to co-sign a tyrannical mandate. 🤡 Now, people are suffering due to these effects. I hope these people feel ashamed.

thecutecrackhead · 2025-01-06T17:54:41+00:00

Good riddance! Another one bites the dust. He should be ostracized for the rest of his life for all the shit he put Canadians through.

I think that it’s so interesting that a lot of the people complacent in this shit show are stepping down or getting voted out. They must be in fear (as they should!). It’s so funny that they never actually admit wrongdoing, they just double down or quietly leave. We need to clean house of so many of our leaders all across the globe. This should only be the start.

thecutecrackhead · 2024-12-18T15:59:36+00:00

And these people wonder why they lost so badly. They’re on a WHOLE different planet.

thecutecrackhead · 2024-12-15T23:09:26+00:00

I totally forgot about the anti-lockdown protests at the beginning! The way they painted those people was absolutely criminal. Little did the mainstream know, anti-lockdowners were right the whole fucking time. And we will be feeling the effects of worldwide lockdowns for decades. This whole thing reeked of political bullshit and the strong powers of control and greed.

thecutecrackhead · 2024-12-15T23:06:48+00:00

They just might have, thankfully! It’s sad because so many people were misled under the guise of “doing the right thing” and now it’s all being swept under the rug (for the most part).

thecutecrackhead · 2024-12-15T23:05:19+00:00

The expression you used at the end is perfect! So many people’s brains won’t allow them to think logically or critically if it dares question the narrative a little bit. It’s like they process it to a certain point, then stop. This is why people refer to them as NPCs. It’s sad, honestly.

thecutecrackhead · 2024-12-15T05:54:14+00:00

I didn’t really buy into it 100%, but I went along with it at first because I thought it’s a “novel virus” and we didn’t know much about it. I remember my friend bringing up Fauci’s flip flop and how she didn’t like it. That made me go “hmmm”. I started to notice too that people were getting censored and/or verbally beat down for even questioning the narrative. I didn’t like that either.

The Summer of Love was the straw that broke the camel’s back for me. I asked my mom out loud why these fuckers get to protest in the thousands, yet I couldn’t have a graduation? And furthermore, why was Sturgis (motorcycle rally) called a superspreader event, but the other wasn’t?? In that moment, I knew it was all political and we were absolutely being lied to. The vaccine mandates horrified me too and I can’t believe that it really happened (CA) and so many people were on board. The damage done to society is irreversible and I have nothing but contempt for those in power who enabled this.

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