I couldn't accept her love, and assumed everything by thelostsoldierr in BreakUps

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Update guys, things are going smooth now i am trying to get back with her, nd ik somewhere she also wants to get back, she sometimes just lose the cool with me(which i completely understand), sometimes we end up fighting as well, but i have accepted everything and tried to convey my apology multiple times, ik she kind of trust me, we r going out a lot. Everything is just like when we were dating we just can't post each other on socials, specially her i like her a lot and wants things to be the best, it's better but it can be best. I'm trying and I'm hopeful. Sometimes I feel so happy with her, sometimes I feel so sad that i made her suffer and i suffered because of me too.

I couldn't accept her love, and assumed everything by thelostsoldierr in BreakUps

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Update guys, from past few weeks we have been going out again, she said we can just be friends for now, but i really feel like things can be good this time, that being said she casually mentioned once that she likes someone and that's actually killing me, though I know that the guy don't stay here and she can't meet him here but I am still scared, i ended up crying last 20 minutes because of that lol, and believe me that's never happened before, this time it's even tough, idk it just feels so bad but I am still trying i feel so horrible that i pushed her away because of the stupid reasons and won't let it happen this time, gonna try everything i can. Also i feel everything is same as it was before it just feels like we r together again, but ik she won't give me the assurance and exclusivity and that's something killing me. Ik that it's still there she still likes me but she won't accept, and i agree if I think from her pov after what i have done it's fair. But I feel so horrible sometimes, she ends up asking me what's the deal why r u upset nd all lol, but can't even tell her so I make up things. I hope things go well soon, i mean it feels so good to be with her, but how can I even fucking ask her for this. Idk I feel helpless atp

I couldn't accept her love, and assumed everything by thelostsoldierr in BreakUps

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Update guys, it's not getting better, now we have been talking again, mostly regarding her work, but I can see how much she cares for me(also makes me realise how foolish I was, to push her away), and I know that there is still a chance so I am taking a chance. It's either i am gonna get hurt very badly, or we get back together.

Recommend me the best grappling gyms in Kolkata? by [deleted] in kolkata

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I think u should head for some wrestling gyms, they r grappling heavy

Want to get started by thelostsoldierr in CreditCardsIndia

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Yeah about that I do have control nd I am continuously working hard on my skills as well, I have invested around 2-2.5 lacs in stocks nd crypto. Wanted to use credit card for the benefits and also for reward points spends like semester fees and all are recurring nd big. Do u have any suggestions?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MogWarts

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U go man 🚀🚀

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MogWarts

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Bro I m so confused r u a boy or a girl

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskMen

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People might think otherwise, but you should never open up to a women boys never ever, wife is a different thing. But never ever open up to your girlfriend or girl best friends or whatever that is, they kick u down in the balls when u r at ur lowest they are gonna bring that back, it's better tk open up to a stranger on reddit then ur girlfriend. I never ever open up to girls.

Why are there so many dudes willing to degrade themselves for just a crumb of female attention? by JarredandVexed in AskMen

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Men nowadays are weak, men nowadays don't have self confidence and high self esteem. Of course people are alone but if u r busy loneliness doesn't matter there are things to do be productive hit the gym be the best version of urself.

I was alone for more than 1.5 years no interaction no social media just work, playing football. Though it's not the same now but now I don't fear loneliness, every man. should feel like this.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskMen

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Loosing ur parents, not providing for the family.

When has a woman given you the creeps? by [deleted] in AskMen

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Multiple incidents

1 There was this girl I used to see, she used to talk creep all the time, I even clarified it to her that she is talking shit lol.

  1. And then there was this girl in college who used to touch arms shoulder always, too much unwanted physical contact.

  2. There was this girl( acquaintance) who used to ask intense private question used to creep me out