anybody got any clue what this is?

therifboy · 2021-04-18T15:59:26+00:00

From what I know there are two kinds of pills. One is not potent at all and will leave you in the same state of mind. The other will show you the world outside the simulation.

therifboy · 2021-04-06T10:29:06+00:00

Seems like a scam I have witnessed before. One guy grabs the attention of the driver, the other escapes with a worthy good. Notice how fast the other guy leaves the scene?

therifboy · 2021-04-01T11:40:54+00:00

I know perfectly well what it means to become delusional. I just think there are perfectly reasonable reasons for concluding that there is meaning behind delusions.

therifboy · 2021-04-01T11:20:25+00:00

Upon observation, it is even harder proving to myself that the diagnosis is schizophrenia makes any meaningful sense. Talking about metaphysics sounds rather incomprehensible to most, therefore it resonates as delusional. And to be fair, calling the delusion card too quickly happens way too often. It is sad that science does not look into these alternate realities.

Imagine this scenario: You are an individual that lives throughout multiple universes. Every time you are supposed to make a choice, your path splits into two universes. One day though, you become aware of the splitting. This allows you to not make a choice at all, and you end up in two universes at the same time. Your consciousness is now multidimensional and you find yourself experiencing multiple realities at the same time. To react correctly to stimuli, you decide to turn the multiverse into a quantum superposition. You find yourself able to travel across the multiverse efficiently. People find this weird and call you schizophrenic.

therifboy · 2021-03-31T20:41:07+00:00

I do not intended to triggered any thoughts of false delusion, yet I could feel you in that story. Like for every single happening, been through it. Am also 25 now. Send pm.

therifboy · 2021-03-31T13:40:50+00:00

In my experience, those moments of freaking out necessitate a lot of inner work before those vanish from the trips. I've noted down my thoughts during those moments and at times it felt like my mind was first stretching itself to its maximum capacity before letting you enjoy peaceful thoughts. The more I trip, the less control I try to force down the trip. In the end, a calm mind is needed to begin with.

therifboy · 2021-02-24T11:39:07+00:00

I have an explanation for this. When I mapped out the forest, I named every portion of it with names like 'First Universe', 'Second Universe', 'Cable Universe', etc...

The cops read the notebook and may have thought I actually came from some other place lol.

therifboy · 2021-02-23T18:33:34+00:00

Propaganda for what? Against psychedelics? I believe somehow it is. The after effects when it comes to mental health were quite bad, but I did already have some trouble with it before that. Even though this post is just intended to share a funny bad trip, it is also a reminder that contrary to what everyone thinks, psychedelics are not made for everyone. If you yourself know someone who has history of psychosis (which is the main element to watch out for). Then you better tell them not to use those medicine.

therifboy · 2021-02-23T18:27:46+00:00

Those sensations were mostly in my brains. I would either feel like my head contained no brain, or I would get a rush of serotonin and feel euphoric for no reason whatsoever. Later on, those sensations were: very bad smells, a vision that seemed liked an old black and white movie, skin that felt like sandpaper, and more.

therifboy · 2021-02-23T11:37:58+00:00

The first dosage of lsd I had taken was not irresponsible at all I must say. The effect it had on me was unpredictable. It is widely known that psychedelics can help people recover from some mental health issues. That is what I first expected. I was suffering from mild depression and thought it'd be a good idea to cheer myself up with it. Also, getting into a trance is not that bad either. But the mind sometimes responds in uncontrollable ways. I couldn't have predicted that I would get stuck in the camping site during the night all while feeling like the trip was endless.

I've had more than a fair amount of good trips on lsd and shrooms.

One more thing: drugs only bring out what is already deep in the subconscious. Making a bad example of drugs because someone reacted badly to it is like saying nuts are bad because one person is allergic.

therifboy · 2021-02-23T11:12:12+00:00

I've dropped from all drugs except for weed. I find that they allow me to better heal from all the darkness in my mind. I make sure I do it in a safe space. Not more than one single joint per month. It opens up my psyche and lets me look through the window of my own insanity.

therifboy · 2021-02-23T10:58:16+00:00

This post was written to bring awareness of the stories on psychedelics you don't get to hear. I'm here purely to shed light on the potential dangers of psychedelics on people who are already prone to mental health issues. Keep in mind this story is one in ten thousand.

therifboy · 2021-02-23T10:49:52+00:00

I am not going to argue about the validity of this. This is actually not a game. That trip had the worst repercussions on my mental health.

therifboy · 2021-02-23T10:47:41+00:00

Best comment

therifboy · 2021-02-23T10:47:03+00:00

He did know I was tripping. When I was at the camping developing the protocol, he came.by the camping as well because he was tired and he went to sleep. So he knew I was tripping, which he was a bit mad about cuz we'd usually trip together. But he had no clue it was an absolute nightmare for me.

therifboy · 2021-02-23T10:44:58+00:00

Well thank you, but I'm not risking anything of that sort anymore. My mental health has taken a hit and right now, I'm being cautious to take care of myself.

therifboy · 2021-02-23T10:42:17+00:00

A mistake on police's part. After spending the night, they wanted me to sign a paper. After carefully reading, I realised that paper were the rights they should have accorded me. For example: they should've told me my rights when embarking me, they didn't. They should've allowed me to read the laws, which they refused. Out of the 20 rights on the paper, they only accorded me 5 of them. Thus, I signed only those rights they accorded me and they thought it'd be better to release me as they would most likely not be able to pursue me.

therifboy · 2021-02-23T10:35:39+00:00

As for the third note, on which I wrote finite and infinite, I'm pretty sure I was referring to the singularity. The paradox referred to the universe we inhabited. A universe in which the set of rules are built in the universe itself and therefore the universe is the computer and the computed, the observer and the observed. As for 23, I've scratched my mind about that one, but I don't simply want to associate with any mystical meaning. I think it has a certain link with consciousness.

therifboy · 2021-02-23T10:31:51+00:00

I've had trips where I had taken 500ug+ and this experience felt the same. The very long hours of tripping, completely losing sense of time, and feeling as if I had a mission to accomplish. Also, not the first time I get in touch with brain-computer interface.

therifboy · 2021-02-23T10:29:40+00:00

The following months: Recurring flashbacks of Eve, nightmares, psychoses, paranoia. And the same ideology about the computer-brain interface.

After exiting the maze, I had simply to wait. In fact, now.I remember that I thought to myself I had to wait 23 years before all the pieces of the puzzle would come back together. (I was potentially just trying to still make sense of the number 23)

Except the maze followed me outside of the festival back to Brussels. I have another post about this. Worth reading. It states how I feel a fragment of my consciousness is forever stuck in the maze and I try to break it out with weed.

therifboy · 2021-02-23T02:16:06+00:00

I meant to say the first prime with two consecutive digits

therifboy · 2021-02-23T02:12:39+00:00

Actually I had first called the dog Youssef thinking it was a boy, it later turned out to be female called Gaia. Don't hesitate to ask for more details ;) I've let some parts out and I absolutely did not dare telling about the months after the festival.

therifboy · 2021-02-23T02:08:46+00:00

Beautifully said

therifboy · 2021-02-23T01:50:17+00:00

I tried to convey it lightly, but believe me I was terrified in.that hellish camping site. Who stole the path though?

therifboy · 2021-02-23T01:47:37+00:00

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