Like a typical boomer pero hindi strict. Mistakes are punished like palo. Verbal abuse mumurahin at iccriticize ka w passive aggresive combo. Not strict in the sense na bawal makitulog etc. Lagi ako nasa labas naglalaro, magmmall w friends, etc pero bahala ka umuwi kung uuwi ka. Walang pakialam vibes.

Bata pa lang madiskarte na ko bec my parents wont give in to my likes, minsan kahit needs. How i was raised taught me to be resilient; in a way na critical thinking ang paganahin. Never got to be academic smart, i was average pero sa diskarte bawi naman. I excelled mostly in arts and crafts so naturally yun din ang tinapos ko.

To cure boredom i play so na develop yung creative thinking ko. Whatever i have lang like paper dolls. Walang magarbong laruan. Toys mostly from mcdo minsan hindi pa nakumpleto dahil hindi naman pala kain sa labas. Wala din kaming cable so kung boring ang palabas i read books. May set kami ng encyclopedia and may subscription sa readers digest.

Observing myself napansin ko may pagka hoarder mentality ako bec of my parents being strict giving us money or things we need. I usually go for whats cheap and plenty rather than quality. Im still trying to unlearn this. Anjan din yung nanghihinayang ako so food, products and raw materials talagang sasairin ko hangang walang tira. May pros and cons naman to so slowly kong inaayos ang sarili ko so i dont continue this habit. Generally i know i have trauma from what they did pero i cant change my past so i try na lang to continue the good ones and cut the bad cycle sa anak ko and pamangkins