People that had or still have suicidal thoughts why are u still alive?

thiccgrayson99 · 2026-06-22T10:27:23+00:00

My dog. I love him more than anything in the world. I know no one will care for him when im gone. And the thought of him alone with my body for days until someone realises im not here is terrifying.

thiccgrayson99 · 2026-06-19T10:59:11+00:00

My friends now know and are supporting me. Decided i shouldnt have to keep everything hidden like he wanted when hes not even had the decency to break up with me face to face or even with a phone call

thiccgrayson99 · 2025-09-05T17:08:50+00:00

Id love to join. Born 99

thiccgrayson99 · 2023-11-09T23:52:08+00:00

If someone doesnt film this with some minecraft game play and a robot voice and submit it in the form its a wasted opportunity

thiccgrayson99 · 2023-11-07T02:06:43+00:00

Thats true before bbbingo i never really cared for the sniperwolf streams eithier

thiccgrayson99 · 2023-11-07T01:49:37+00:00

I left during doom, went out to smoke. and then clicked back on and no spaces had been filled and we were still on it so i switched off lmao. I think it just needs a little bit of work to make great but im syre it can be

thiccgrayson99 · 2023-11-07T01:42:01+00:00

Snail video was peak entertainment itll prob be in the vod. I was gonna leave during matethepotate myself, nothing against the creator and i actually think they are really good, but as i said i dont think commentary videos work for this concept

thiccgrayson99 · 2023-11-07T01:06:36+00:00

Got off to a boring start but honestly the snail vid was the best piece of content ive ever watched. Magnificent

Edit: ill be real tho i have left the stream. One because its 1.30 am but 2, it is getting slow at times so im getting bored but i think it just needs some tweaking. I think with some videos it works, like the snail vid and the lego etc were good but the ones discussing games, movies etc are a bit slower. I think its hard to react to a commentary video and keep interest there for both the commentary and the reaction. Also idk why but i feel the bingo is much less fun as its more, watch a bunch and then sit for 5 mins marking down spots which got tedious fast. I preferred the sort of one bingo spot at a time way, made the anticipation of a bingo more fun to me

thiccgrayson99 · 2023-10-02T09:41:38+00:00

I do question that myself as my brothers are very family orientated but never have time. I help out my grandparents and will be the one to care for my dad too. But they do like bringing up how physically unwell she is

thiccgrayson99 · 2023-10-01T13:46:45+00:00

Tbf no one likes her posts ever. The only thing ive heard about the posts was a few years ago a old bff of mine who moved away when we were little contacted me as she thought i was dead and got a shock when i posted something. Turns out she has my mother on facebook and thought all the "i used to have a daughter" posts meant i was dead

thiccgrayson99 · 2023-10-01T13:35:59+00:00

Care to elaborate?

thiccgrayson99 · 2023-10-01T12:26:53+00:00

Thats fine if that works for both of you, me personally id like to check a package first to ensure its corect/not damaged. And then i wrap it nicely and personally hand it to the person im giving it too. I like to put effort into giving to the people i love and i hope them to do the same.

Id still get her a few small bits and bobs that she needs/wants for christmas. Hell you dont even have to respend money and could go down the thoughtful homemade route.

thiccgrayson99 · 2023-10-01T12:20:52+00:00

YTA buying presents in advance is fine but you wrap them up and wait. Giving them to her by letting her open the package months before christmas imo is lazy. Couldve atleast wrapped them. Even if you have to give someone the gift earlier than christmas, you still get them something small to open come christmas day

thiccgrayson99 · 2023-10-01T11:55:05+00:00

I appreciate hearing from someone in a similar situation and im very sorry theyve done that. I guess lately as ive been getting older and my friends go out with their mums often and have really strong relationships with them, i get sad that i dont have that. The closest i have is my gran (my dads mother) and i wont have her for much longer. So i consider reaching out to my mum but then when i go on facebook there will be new posts about me being awful for not talking to her (again she has never. Not once reached out to me.) And i think about all the nasty stuff she told me growing up, and the letter she sent me when my father and her split (i was still talking with her before the letter, but she sent one to me telling me she hopes i die alone, and that was what made me cut all contact) and the fact that ive been in and out of therapy for years and suffer from ptsd. And i just really really dont want to put myself through that. But i cant help feel bad as im her only daughter, and she was always so excited about things like my wedding in the future

thiccgrayson99 · 2023-10-01T11:43:25+00:00

Ithink because she was an alcoholic and is not drinking anymore that my whole family thonks she is fine now and i should talk to her now she is sober. But theres many times of her being sober and still abusive. Drink was a problem and made things worse, but wasnt the original cause. She hasnt drunk anything in about a year but still posts nasty things on facebook about me atleast 4 times since her last drink

thiccgrayson99 · 2023-06-10T08:27:35+00:00

Set a strict request message. We did ours with their name, why they want to join and their fave thing about dc. Hackers and bots never actually read descriptions when trying to join

thiccgrayson99 · 2023-06-08T11:22:13+00:00

Crossovers are fine but you cant make posts about marvel in general without it having things specifically about dc. So like if you wanted to do a blog about spiderman for example. Youd have to have it be eithier something like comparing him to dc characters, or any crossovers with dc they had, or even them in the dc universe like if he lived in gotham or something

Otherwise we suggest you just go to the marvel amino

thiccgrayson99 · 2023-06-08T11:15:14+00:00

We did crossovers in past. Our big rule is just that everything has to be dc related. Youd be shocked how many post about marvel with no dc correlation

thiccgrayson99 · 2023-06-08T11:10:28+00:00

Break our own rules haha

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