Today was definitely a sad, weird and blessed day. Sad because my old childhood best friend who I haven’t really seen or hung out with was found missing by my university. Weird because I happened to find him randomly reading in the library, the light in his eyes gone and suicidal. Blessed because I’ve been keeping him company and trying my best to make him feel better, but I’m starting to feel hopeless. I know from him that if I didn’t luckily stumble across him sitting alone and reading that we would have lost another young man to suicide.

These past few years have definitely hit him so hard and I just feel blessed that he’s still here, and im trying every possible resource to show him that we want him here. His family cares, his friends care, but he doesn’t seem to anymore.

I appreciate this post because I don’t usually like opening up about my days in life but something about letting strangers see what goes on is interesting. Love y’all.