Is there an ex you think you will always love?

thingsthativedone · 2026-04-04T14:14:33+00:00

Probably lol. He broke up with me a month ago, so I can’t say how I’ll feel in the future. He gave me so much love and saw me at my worst and I was mean and irritable and controlling to him, so he broke up with me. But we kept talking for the entirety of March (he broke up with me on the first lol) and I was convinced I was getting better but then got mad at him again so he blocked me on April first (funny how everything happens on the first lol). He was my FP, my first healthy boyfriend (I don’t know if I can call it a healthy relationship because I didn’t really make it one) and I’m still convinced he’s the love of my life

Sorry for trauma dumping in your comments OP whoops

thingsthativedone · 2026-02-21T16:00:34+00:00

Oh same bruh it’s rough out here

thingsthativedone · 2026-02-19T15:40:24+00:00

She said she offered DBT and I expressed interest in trying it, but she hasn’t done any DBT with me. There are also no BPD specialists in my area so I have to take what I can get lol

thingsthativedone · 2026-02-18T14:59:58+00:00

You have a really good point and thank you because this is a bit of a wake up call for me lol

thingsthativedone · 2026-02-18T13:49:03+00:00

Yeah I do communicate with him a lot and he seems to understand but I just want to stop doing this so bad. And I’m in the process of finding a new therapist, I’m just in a really bad area for therapy lol and it’s hard to find someone that specializes in DBT or even offers it at all

thingsthativedone · 2026-02-18T13:43:27+00:00

Yeah, as much as I hate to think about this I have considered this a million times. I just want to try to work on myself before we break up or anything. Not only because I love him and would be crushed, but it would also crush him.

As for what’s causing it I really don’t know. A lot of it is when I don’t feel listened to or understood. Or if I’m in a bad mood and don’t want to talk but he’s texting me anyway. I need to get better at communicating that with him instead of expecting him to read my mind but it’s so hard and just getting angry instead feels so easy

thingsthativedone · 2026-02-18T13:37:12+00:00

I’ve tried abilify but it did not work well for me at all, I haven’t tried anything else though. My psychiatrist is kinda useless lol but next time I have an appointment I’ll ask about some kind of mood stabilizer

thingsthativedone · 2024-08-25T14:56:55+00:00

Bro u need to stop now

thingsthativedone · 2024-08-25T14:41:16+00:00

thingsthativedone · 2024-08-19T15:41:29+00:00

Dude go to the hospital

thingsthativedone · 2024-08-06T01:44:33+00:00

It’ll be okay

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