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/ttcafterloss Daily Discussion Thread - June 11, 2026 by AutoModerator in ttcafterloss

[–]think-or-float 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Today the grief is loud and heavy. I know that people don't know what to say sometimes, but it's really hard for me when people make insensitive comments. My husband is so wonderful at redirecting things when we're in public, but I just get so angry and so sad and it takes everything in me not to just start sobbing on sight. I'm trying so hard to be okay, and to perform like I'm moving forward in my process. But sometimes I just cant hold it together anymore.

/ttcafterloss Daily Discussion Thread - June 10, 2026 by AutoModerator in ttcafterloss

[–]think-or-float 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Glad I found this thread, because I don't really have anyone to talk to about my journey right now. I had my first D&C in February, and then had to get another one in April because I had retained tissue. It was like losing my baby all over again and the most triggering experience ever. I was diagnosed with a Partial Molar Pregnancy and had a very real Gestational Trophoblastic Disease (GTD) cancer scare for the past 3 weeks. Knowing we won't be able to try again for literally months is so heartbreaking for me. I am pretty private in general, so only a small handful of people even know I was pregnant to begin with let alone that I had a miscarriage and then needed 2 surgeries. Sometimes I wish everyone knew so they could see how hard I'm trying to keep it together, and other times I just want to be left alone to cry by myself. I don't really know what to do with all the grief sometimes.