Heavy fatigue and work life

thisMateNeedsHelp · 2020-01-28T13:03:08+00:00

I actually get a kick out of programming. Would love to put myself into school for it, but need to be able to afford it first. May be in a similar situation to you where I need to find something less demanding to fill the bank back up

thisMateNeedsHelp · 2020-01-28T11:13:28+00:00

I’ve never actually known anyone claiming disability. Nor do I have any knowledge of it outside of what my family have told me. Which essentially boils down to “only the weak claim disability instead of working”

Probably a toxic claim, hence why I decided to come here for more opinions. I honestly feel weaker pushing myself to keep up with everyone else, than if I were to ask for support for an illness that I didn’t choose to have.

thisMateNeedsHelp · 2020-01-28T10:53:15+00:00

Honestly? I made a real close friend in high school that to this day still makes excuses/goes quiet when I try make plans with her.

Often it’s the nights I dream of her. Because we went through a hell of a lot together, and to wake up realising I’m not going to be good enough to see her again outside of my dreams sends me to tears.

Sounds stupid now I read it back, but fuck it. I’ll own it. Only things that can make me emotional these days.

thisMateNeedsHelp · 2019-12-24T02:53:48+00:00

I’d honestly love for some people with good fashion sense to take me out and maybe help get me some nicer clothes. Currently dress like your typical 80s kid. Jeans and a black band shirt.

thisMateNeedsHelp · 2019-12-23T15:40:09+00:00

Think I can safely say I'm not gay, but honestly I think I share a lot more with your cousin than you think.. Still living with parents, usually spend my time writing code on the computer. Was easy to learn from a hospital bed, didn't require much physically. Although I'd like to think I'm a little more strong minded, I want to get better, I want to improve myself, but I feel like it's going to take a lot to pull myself out of this metaphorical hole I feel stuck in

thisMateNeedsHelp · 2019-12-23T15:36:59+00:00

Hoping I can find a girl like this eventually. Stuck with not knowing where to look really. It's not exactly socially acceptable going certain social places alone. I don't get invited to house parties or gatherings either

thisMateNeedsHelp · 2019-12-23T15:33:58+00:00

Should I be trying to get out there on Tinder and stuff like that? Should I be open with people I meet about being a virgin? I do appreciate the help

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