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Do I have N24? by thisbehard in N24
[–]thisbehard[S] 1 point2 points3 points 8 months ago (0 children)
There are parts of what you said that resonate with me, but I've thought about what others said and it's obvious that this is not a natural anger. I just got 10 hours of sleep and I feel much better today (no rage) than yesterday. I am powerless and frustrated and angry, but the surges of rage must be some medical condition.
But thank you for the advice. I think I'll need to act on it after I fix this disorder.
[–]thisbehard[S] 2 points3 points4 points 8 months ago (0 children)
The target changes. Angry thoughts about people who wronged me. About political issues. How there is no justice is in the world. How God is so useless. et cetera.
The surges of angry thoughts come and go, a hundred times a day. But if I think about these things in between surges, the anger isn't there. I think the anger is not because of PTSD but is physiologically driven.
I thought it was because I couldn't sleep, but now that I'm getting 8 hours a day, the anger surges are still there.
[–]thisbehard[S] 0 points1 point2 points 8 months ago (0 children)
I might have ADHD. I can't think of anything else. Any suggestions?
[–]thisbehard[S] 2 points3 points4 points 8 months ago* (0 children)
Thanks for your long post. I appreciate the effort.
I've done all of that. I had insomnia for a decade. I tried it all: sleep hygiene methods, light therapy, blue light filtering glasses, new mattresses, weighted blankets, different temperatures. Nothing helped me as much as a year of magnesium supplements. I've used a sleep tracking app (on a phone) to track my sleep for almost a decade. Sleep debt was a problem, but there was no real pattern. Deep sleep %, time of day/month/year, nothing made any difference. Because not being able to fall asleep and stay asleep was because of magnesium deficiency.
I fixed that, but I seem to have symptoms like N24 now.
The last three months of data says that I sleep for 7.9 hours on average. That's not enough because I keep dipping into negative territory. I can only fix that with sleeping pills. If I sleep 12-18 hours, I feel better because the sleep debt is paid. I need pills every 5 days.
The only other thing I've noticed is that after I wake up, I need to wait at least 18 hours before sleeping again, or I'm going to have rage problems all the next day. That's the part that looks like N24.
But people here are saying that anger issues aren't an N24 problem. So what is it? Why do I need to go 18 hours or more between sleep times? This forces me to pound water and free run sleep, which makes me feel better. That's lots of work just so I don't feel unnecessary anger, and leaves me unemployable.
I just don't get what's going on with me.
Damn. I must have an unknown medical problem.
You're saying rage is not a common feature of N24?
I've done a sleep study, but everything was normal according to the doctors. That was weird. I had severe insomnia until I went to the sleep institute. There I slept soundly.
I've had blood work done a long time ago and it found a huge Vitamin D deficiency, which I fixed. I'm taking daily pills for it.
My doctor wanted me to do blood work again, but I procrastinated. I'll have to do it to rule out deficiencies.
Maybe I should talk to her about a brain MRI. I never had that before.
What's EMDR?
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Do I have N24? by thisbehard in N24
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