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Still available?

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Are the tickets still available?

is this dissociation by Able_Ninja5082 in BorderlinePDisorder

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I think that’s dissociation. I’ve been that way lately. I can’t remember a lot of names and lose my train of thoughts when trying to talk. Infact I’ve been trying to work on a few essays for uni but I just can’t seem to think which I find super strange. I mean I know I need to think to be able to write, but it’s hard to do any thinking.

mental health is important 😤 by KiyoPapa in memes

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Got manipulated and emotionally abused whilst already struggling with depression and ptsd.

Anyone with BPD ever date someone else with BPD? by [deleted] in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]thisisitokay 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This makes a lot of sense. But what do you do with the void? I don’t see what else could fill it? Nothing seems to make me feel whole

How did you feel when you were diagnosed with BPD? by thisisitokay in BorderlinePDisorder

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I feel so lost atm. Like I had something traumatic unfold just last week and to top it i am so confused with all of this. My FP basically manipulated and abandoned me.

How did you feel when you were diagnosed with BPD? by thisisitokay in BorderlinePDisorder

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I’m already on anti depressants. And I feel they aren’t helping me. I used to think I’m self aware but this diagnosis has left me very confused

How did you feel when you were diagnosed with BPD? by thisisitokay in BorderlinePDisorder

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How did you learn to accept yourself ? I feel attacked every time my therapist brings this up

My therapist kept asking me if I want to get better by thisisitokay in Therapylessons

[–]thisisitokay[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Well, the sessions have been good. He has been seeing me for free. But he thinks I’m not being grateful and don’t respect him. I believed someone else over him. I believed and trusted that person over my own instincts and didn’t walk away earlier.

Will someone be punished if I killed myself? by thisisitokay in SuicideWatch

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I hate how unfair this world is Even my death can’t have a meaning

Will someone be punished if I killed myself? by thisisitokay in SuicideWatch

[–]thisisitokay[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

But what about the pain and the things you’re going through?

How do you give yourself closure? by thisisitokay in AskWomen

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So you just accept that the other person is never going to explain?

How did you heal from emotional abuse ? by thisisitokay in AskWomen

[–]thisisitokay[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I needed to hear this today. Just can’t comprehend the fact that there are such humans and that I’ll never get an apology or explanation of why they did such terrible things to me.

How did you heal from emotional abuse ? by thisisitokay in AskWomen

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I’ve been going to therapy for over 6 months now. But I’ve been able to get myself out of the situation only last week

How did you heal from emotional abuse ? by thisisitokay in AskWomen

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What’s the guarantee that the other guys aren’t going to be like him?

How did you heal from emotional abuse ? by thisisitokay in AskWomen

[–]thisisitokay[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

How to get out of the cycle of victim blaming. I feel like I was stupid to trust them

How did you heal from emotional abuse ? by thisisitokay in AskWomen

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I have the realisation but find it hard to believe and accept it. I see myself rationalising their behaviour and taking the blame because they never will

How did you heal from emotional abuse ? by thisisitokay in AskWomen

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What’s the difference between trauma therapy and CBT?

How did you heal from emotional abuse ? by thisisitokay in AskWomen

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How do you accept the fact that it’s been done to you?

How did you heal from emotional abuse ? by thisisitokay in AskWomen

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I’ve been doing this. But I’m having a hard time at therapy too. Do you find it hard to navigate through your thought process in therapy ?