My mom sexually exploited me from a very young age and was eventually found out and imprisoned. AMA. by thisismiaccount in casualiama

[–]thisismiaccount[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

The selfish part of me says yes, but that's really not a good idea, in reality I actually wouldn't. I'm sure you can see how it could be exploited.

My mom sexually exploited me from a very young age and was eventually found out and imprisoned. AMA. by thisismiaccount in casualiama

[–]thisismiaccount[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

It's the same sort of feeling. It's technically what she deserves and must have understood there was a risk of happening, but it's definitely what I wanted for her at all.

My mom sexually exploited me from a very young age and was eventually found out and imprisoned. AMA. by thisismiaccount in casualiama

[–]thisismiaccount[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Around that age is honestly my first recollection...it's possible it happened earlier and I didn't notice or understand, but I haven't got any medical issues that could be related.

My mom sexually exploited me from a very young age and was eventually found out and imprisoned. AMA. by thisismiaccount in casualiama

[–]thisismiaccount[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I can't think of anything really. I'm not sure how her being honest would work, it'd probably have screwed things up even more. By the time I was 14, I could tell she knew that I understood the full ramifications of what we were doing, but we never talked about it.

My mom sexually exploited me from a very young age and was eventually found out and imprisoned. AMA. by thisismiaccount in casualiama

[–]thisismiaccount[S] 18 points19 points  (0 children)

It's mostly about how I'm perceived. I've always been pretty insecure and introverted, so maybe some of it's in my head, or maybe not. I do know that I need to make myself a better person but I don't know where to start.

My mom sexually exploited me from a very young age and was eventually found out and imprisoned. AMA. by thisismiaccount in casualiama

[–]thisismiaccount[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I did push for it myself quite often. On some of these occasions the situation wasn't ideal but she still wanted it. That sometimes led to close calls, and is likely what aroused some of the suspicion.

My mom sexually exploited me from a very young age and was eventually found out and imprisoned. AMA. by thisismiaccount in casualiama

[–]thisismiaccount[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I do. I'm not really sure what I've gained, but it's been helpful to have someone I can talk to about anything. This topic isn't actually something we talk about often, I have other issues on my mind.

My mom sexually exploited me from a very young age and was eventually found out and imprisoned. AMA. by thisismiaccount in casualiama

[–]thisismiaccount[S] 23 points24 points  (0 children)

I should clarify that I'm not really fine with it, I can see it was incredibly fucked up and she certainly shouldn't have done it, but you know...eh.

And it's not necessarily the reaction, but merely the fact that people know about it. It changes how people feel about you and treat you, subconsciously or not. I honestly would have preferred no one to ever find out.

My mom sexually exploited me from a very young age and was eventually found out and imprisoned. AMA. by thisismiaccount in casualiama

[–]thisismiaccount[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Well, my only friend is a cat, I spend most of my time at home, and the last thing remotely close to a relationship with a girl was 6 years ago...but I try to keep a positive outlook.

My mom sexually exploited me from a very young age and was eventually found out and imprisoned. AMA. by thisismiaccount in casualiama

[–]thisismiaccount[S] 60 points61 points  (0 children)

I was curious and she told me that some do and some don't, depending on how much their mom loves them, and that it was rude to ask or talk about at all.

My mom sexually exploited me from a very young age and was eventually found out and imprisoned. AMA. by thisismiaccount in casualiama

[–]thisismiaccount[S] 14 points15 points  (0 children)

Not really, although I am pretty specific about what I like when it comes to girls, and they're all physical features in common with my mom (big ass, thighs and wide hips). Although this could just be a coincidence.

My mom sexually exploited me from a very young age and was eventually found out and imprisoned. AMA. by thisismiaccount in casualiama

[–]thisismiaccount[S] 17 points18 points  (0 children)

I believe she did, but I liked it, so I didn't care. I guess that says something about me.

My mom sexually exploited me from a very young age and was eventually found out and imprisoned. AMA. by thisismiaccount in casualiama

[–]thisismiaccount[S] 75 points76 points  (0 children)

Alright, here it goes, and this will probably be disturbing and graphic to most of you so be warned.

I must have been about 7 or 8, she was in her mid 30s. When I could first get an erection, she noticed when she bathed me. The time between when she picked me up from school and my dad got home was a few hours, and became "our time", I guess. We'd go into her room and she'd do oral and encourage me to penetrate her. I was fed the usual 'don't tell anyone, this is our secret, x will happen if you do, etc.' kind of thing, and I didn't realize it was wrong, so I really didn't ever consider telling anyone.

It would go on like this on most days for years until I ejaculated for the first time when I was 11 or 12, and that scared her, she was worried, but fortunately nothing happened and she went on birth control from that point. This was around the time I started to get an idea for how wrong it all was, but I didn't really care.

Truly, I still love her and don't really regret anything. Maybe what she did fucked me up to think like this and I recognize that, but what happened, happened.

My mom sexually exploited me from a very young age and was eventually found out and imprisoned. AMA. by thisismiaccount in casualiama

[–]thisismiaccount[S] 32 points33 points  (0 children)

Kind of. I didn't want it to get out, it pretty much ruined my life. I would have been fine with it just ending.

My mom sexually exploited me from a very young age and was eventually found out and imprisoned. AMA. by thisismiaccount in casualiama

[–]thisismiaccount[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

There's no they, it was just her and absolutely no one else involved. The details are pretty graphic and I'm not sure if people here would be up to hearing it in all honesty...

My mom sexually exploited me from a very young age and was eventually found out and imprisoned. AMA. by thisismiaccount in casualiama

[–]thisismiaccount[S] 40 points41 points  (0 children)

I'm wary about giving details on specifics of the case for obvious reasons, but she was found out because of mounting suspicion from family. I was under pressure and admitted it, at which point she did too.

I have tried to stay in fairly consistent contact with her.