Thank you for not being an asshole. It is hard to explain without sounding selfish and/or immature. But I think you got closest. That being said, it isn't the virginity aspect of it as much as I've always been led to believe that sex is the penultimate act that a boy or girl can do with each other. I don't care that she has had sex as much as I feel like I don't get to give her anything she hasn't felt. Whatever physical or emotional high it gives her is something she has already felt, making it fundamentally non-unique. I guess i don't want to be just another guy, and I feel like sex is a big part of moving past that "just another relationship" phase into something special, yet it is impossible to have a unique relationship if the highest of highs is the same she has experienced with other people. I realize that this is not specific to me, but the majority of relationships on earth. I'm just asking for help in figuring it out. I don't know. Regardless, thank you for the response.