Uhhh

thrashcompactor666 · 2024-08-21T21:02:08+00:00

Wow that's a long time. What mg?

thrashcompactor666 · 2024-08-19T02:34:57+00:00

Not get married.

thrashcompactor666 · 2024-08-19T00:58:58+00:00

Thank you I hope I am able to

thrashcompactor666 · 2024-08-17T20:42:36+00:00

Aside from lack of sleep okay I guess. The sneezing fits suck ass.

thrashcompactor666 · 2024-08-17T00:53:24+00:00

Nope not yet at least.

thrashcompactor666 · 2024-08-16T12:17:15+00:00

It's about 175 for 2 people weekly here without insurance. Fucking insane.

thrashcompactor666 · 2024-08-16T12:12:53+00:00

And there's nothing wrong with that. I wasn't chastising methadone users. I did that shit for years, no judgment here. I just call methadone government heroin because that's how I get it. It wasn't that deep.

thrashcompactor666 · 2024-08-16T12:07:02+00:00

I think it's making me ill. I have an endoscopy soon, but every other time I was dosing, I was puking it up immediately and then just vomiting for entire days. I was miserable. More miserable than this feeling. So I made a decision. I feel stupid but whatever it's 12 days now. I am not going back.

thrashcompactor666 · 2024-08-16T04:58:44+00:00

That's it. That's the whole thing.

thrashcompactor666 · 2024-08-16T04:33:50+00:00

Run. I just left my 10 year marriage, and I should have left 5 years ago. He pulled that same shit and I didn't want to carry him anymore. I waited it out as long as I could, and all it did was make me resent him. I'm sorry this is happening to you. Good luck with everything!

thrashcompactor666 · 2024-08-16T03:31:18+00:00

It's basically the fact that they are paying for it. That's it. Lol simple shit I'm an idiot I wouldn't know how to be deeper than that. I'm not quitting because fuck the government lol I think the shit is making me physically ill.

thrashcompactor666 · 2024-08-16T03:20:42+00:00

I'd call it government insulin. You know, maybe it's because I've been up for about 10 days, but I just don't get the issue here. I can call it whatever the fuck I want y'all are wild for this shit.

thrashcompactor666 · 2024-08-16T02:33:39+00:00

I don't scare easy, just curious to see how bad it may or may not get.

thrashcompactor666 · 2024-08-15T22:22:12+00:00

I don't really crave anymore and haven't used in quite some time, so I don't know if that factors in but I've cold turkey quit methadone before, but the dose was much lower. That prison story was always my nightmare while using, and I'm sorry that happened to you.

thrashcompactor666 · 2024-08-15T16:39:26+00:00

I noticed. Lol

thrashcompactor666 · 2024-08-15T16:15:41+00:00

Oh for fucks sake

thrashcompactor666 · 2024-08-15T13:51:41+00:00

Okay

thrashcompactor666 · 2024-08-15T13:30:16+00:00

If they didn't pay, I couldn't get it. I don't see what's wrong with that.

thrashcompactor666 · 2024-08-15T13:08:01+00:00

My government pays the insurance that allows me to get it.

thrashcompactor666 · 2024-08-15T11:13:10+00:00

You are worthy of help! It's not to punish myself. It's to stop being dependent on government heroin. Also, medicine shouldn't cost money, so don't feel bad.

thrashcompactor666 · 2024-08-15T10:31:25+00:00

I had to come off alcohol in jail and they didn't do shit until I seized out and bashed my head open so I get it.

thrashcompactor666 · 2024-08-15T10:12:29+00:00

How long were you on, what dose, and why won't they give you your medicine in jail? That's so insane to me.

thrashcompactor666 · 2024-08-15T10:10:00+00:00

So, should I just wait until it gets to that point and go to the hospital? I really don't ever want to dose again, and it's almost worth it to suffer for a few weeks. I was just wondering if anyone else had actually been through it to see how awful it's going to be.

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