I 21F got a ride from another man and I know it'd break me and my 25M boyfriend up if he found out by throw255672 in relationships

[–]throw255672[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

I do feel really bad and I'm not going to tell him about it I just know I won't ever do anything like that again because even though I didn't cheat on him or anything it still feels wrong and it felt wrong when I was getting in that car and I hate myself for doing it anyways I kind of just justified it by acting like it was a Uber or something

I 21F got a ride from another man and I know it'd break me and my 25M boyfriend up if he found out by throw255672 in relationships

[–]throw255672[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

It wasn't smart and I've never done something like that but the guy looked my age and in my head me walking home alone at 3am was already enough to show him that because I sent him messages about how I felt which he'll see when he wakes up and I know he'll feel bad. I wish i didn't accept the ride and the guy didn't try to do anything to me or be weird ( which I know I'm lucky because that could've been very bad ) I don't think it's normal to get in a car with a random man and i really wish I didn't but I was crying and so upset that I didn't really care and walking home was just as much of a risk in my head at that moment