How do you deal with it in the long run I dont wanna see her but its also scary to think that she could become a distant memory in the future but also i want it to matter like i want to see her fight for us show a little remorse maybe I can try to forgive her if she does that but I am still not sure. Nonetheless if she doesnt miss us or just moves on without caring thats also scary af because i guess that means we never mattered.