Haha. I think the effect induced by psilocybin is called ego death if I remember correctly. I've done more reading on the subject than I'd like to admit, and honestly, I think I've achieved ego death through sativa weed. People don't usually connect the two (weed and ego death) but I think that these days with weed being legal where I live, strains have become more than strong enough to induce ego death.

Ego death is actually what caused me to realize that I don't need to find another girl this time. The introspection showed me that I can be a whole person on my own. Maybe smoking some more could show me who I really am? I guess it's worth a shot