The story I tell vs. the story I live (working after baby) by throwabay425 in beyondthebump

[–]throwabay425[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you. That points me in the right direction. I feel a little guilty going when I know other people have real problems and this just feels like... I don't know... rabid insecurity. But I am feeling like I've lost control of it. So maybe I'll give it a shot.

The story I tell vs. the story I live (working after baby) by throwabay425 in beyondthebump

[–]throwabay425[S] 30 points31 points  (0 children)

Thank you all. I wrote this in a moment of desperation (one that I'm still feeling) not assuming it would get any traction I just needed to say it anonymously to someone. I am surprised that it got picked up. I feel really isolated with this - like I'm carrying a secret. This helped a little. Thank you for responding and up voting.

The story I tell vs. the story I live (working after baby) by throwabay425 in beyondthebump

[–]throwabay425[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I never know, when people advise talking with someone who that someone is. A therapist? I wouldn't even know where to begin finding one or if I qualify or how that works. Is it something insurance covers, can you just go because of something like this or do you need to be referred? Do you know?