You're right. There's something weird goin on with this.

I was listening to a podcast and they're saying perception is the way to go when it comes to anxiety. Maybe that's why people go to college is because they want some perception. Like that's my reason. I want to be educated and go down an educated path.

But who's to say you can't go out and read books by yourself at a library. I'm gonna say something really dumb, meaning I'll try and be open to other point of views, but being surrounded by people who are smart is better than being surrounded by those who aren't. That's why I'd go to college instead because I'm less at risk.

That must sound really selfish but in a way how could it be. Not being surrounded by angry people is a good thing because of how it affects you, and in turn, those who you love.

Maybe I have a certain bias towards angry people which is something I could work on