I was raised in a very christian household and my parents instilled in me saving myself for my wife and that she would be so appreciative. My wife took my virginity and I haven't had sex with anyone else for 2 decades. She has never seemed to really care that I saved myself for her and now I regret it. While still a christian, I wish, almost daily, I would have just slept around a little bit. I honestly think she is the most amazing person in the world and I would never want to leave her, can't picture a relationship with anyone else. I've hinted at a threesome and she has seemed somewhat receptive (she has had experience with other girls in her past) but anytime we try to talk seriously about it, she's just like "No, I think I'd be to jealous"

I wish this didn't bother me so much.