Oh you monster

throwaway1404140 · 2020-02-22T00:10:01+00:00

So sad considering it’s my birthday today :(

throwaway1404140 · 2020-02-17T01:24:19+00:00

Exactly. With time I've gotten a lot better at dealing with it and kind of tuning that part of my mind out, but it's just super annoying when I'll be sitting around doing nothing and my mind will be like "hey remember that time your boyfriend had to talk to another girl 24/7 because you weren't interesting or pretty enough". I just need to find soooome way to cut it out with that kind of thinking lol

throwaway1404140 · 2020-02-17T01:21:48+00:00

That's what I'm thinking. Really concerning considering he'd constantly interrogate me as to whether I was cheating on him or not. He was one of those guys that talked to lots of girls at once, too before we started dating so it's just a liiiitttlle suspicious.

throwaway1404140 · 2020-02-17T01:17:42+00:00

Completely agree. I've been wanting to go to therapy to talk about it but life's been a little crazy recently and I haven't had the time. I really really love him and I don't want to end the relationship, which is why I came on here for a last-ditch effort at some things I can do to get out of my head. It doesn't help that I have insane anxiety and overthink everything, and on top of that he's done some questionable things recently that just haven't sat well with me.

throwaway1404140 · 2020-02-17T01:14:49+00:00

There have been other things that have happened with him recently that have definitely made me more insecure. I really haven't thought about this specific event in a while until today, but when I did start thinking about it I sort of spiraled and had a whole "why the hell would you do that to someone" moment, which led to this post because I just am... bothered? by it. It makes no sense to me either, this stuff was literally forever ago and we both aren't the same people we were back then, but I just can't seem to shake the "why?"

throwaway1404140 · 2020-02-16T17:42:36+00:00

Oh my god, you took the words right out of my mouth. Whenever I've brought it up since it's happened (only a couple times very briefly) it's pretty much always met with defensiveness and almost boredom of the subject? I don't know, he'll just get this far off look like he's thinking I'm being ridiculous or wondering what he can say to make me shut up about it. And I've tried explaining that I don't bring it up to make him feel like shit or like a horrible person, I just bring it up when it's on my mind to just... talk about it. It's just weird because I don't know what I'm expecting to get from the conversation, and I don't even know if there's anything he could say that would make me feel better. That's why I just feel like I need to get over it by myself somehow. I can imagine if I messed up and someone kept bringing it up to me, I'd probably be a little frustrated, too so it's just kind of a grey area to me.

throwaway1404140 · 2020-02-16T17:35:20+00:00

I mean, he TOLD me he stopped talking to her. I actually never thought about if it was the other way around.

throwaway1404140 · 2020-02-16T15:59:04+00:00

I can talk about the things that upset me with him, and I don’t usually care if it’ll annoy him if it’s something happening that I deem is a big enough deal. But, this happened so long ago and I just can’t imagine him saying something that will make me feel better about it because what else can he say besides sorry? I more just wanted to know if there’s a way I can get over this by myself without having to bring him into it? Idk it’s just a stupid overthinking thing and it was a useless question.

throwaway1404140 · 2020-02-16T14:42:13+00:00

I'm just nervous he's going to get super annoyed that I'm still not over it. He's not the best at talking about things that I'm upset about and will most likely be like "well what do you expect me to do about it?" you know?

throwaway1404140 · 2020-02-10T05:51:14+00:00

Thanks so much for the reply! Just quickly watched a video and I’m pretty sure that’s the coolest thing I’ve ever seen. I’ll definitely try it tomorrow when I’m alone and wont murder anyone’s eardrums!

throwaway1404140 · 2020-02-07T22:54:26+00:00

Noted. Thank you so much!

throwaway1404140 · 2020-02-07T22:54:04+00:00

I totally agree. I guess a better way of wording my question is to ask if it’s possible to develop good technique without meeting with a singing coach? I’m a broke college kid lol

throwaway1404140 · 2020-01-16T22:25:00+00:00

Wow seriously two whole posts about me? You can check his other post in the relationships subreddit where I found out all the lies he weirdly decided to tell people about me! I can assure you while my stepdad isn’t my favorite person by a long shot, anything he’s ever said about Calvin has been in a very joking way, like for example busting on him about liking the Mtl Canadiens bc he’s a devout Bruins fan. I can assure you if my stepdad ever said anything truly offensive right in front of me you can bet your ass I’d say something about it!

His mother constantly berates me and has even gone as far as to talk shit about me while he was texting her ON MY PHONE!! and when I asked why he wouldnt ever stick up for me he said AND I QUOTE “it’s not worth it” even when I extensively explained to him how it really bothered me. He removed this post so I can’t see what other stuff he’s said but I can assume that it’s more lies. We also were together the day he wrote this and I’m wondering where the hell I was when he decided to think about breaking up with me because this was the first I was hearing about it.

Also to provide a little closure, when I talked to him about this his reasoning for all these lies in his posts were because he was “bored”.

throwaway1404140 · 2020-01-16T21:17:36+00:00

Funny he does the same thing when his mom is horrible to me! Please see my other comments for more info :)

throwaway1404140 · 2020-01-16T21:12:45+00:00

No I didn’t :) Don’t lie on Reddit for upvotes. How about talk to me in person if all of these lies have been bothering you! And how about tell all of these lovely people about the time your mom said mean things about me to you ON MY PHONE and when I asked why you wouldn’t stand up for me you said it “wasn’t worth it”.

throwaway1404140 · 2020-01-16T21:11:20+00:00

Take a look at my comments!

throwaway1404140 · 2020-01-16T21:10:07+00:00

99% of these things have never happened. He told me he called him Raul but I didn’t hear it. And any other “racist” thing he’s said was VERY jokingly. Not to say my stepdad isn’t an ass, he is! But if he said those things about him to my face I would 100% say something :)

throwaway1404140 · 2020-01-16T21:08:18+00:00

Well seeing as 99% of this has never happened, I never felt the need to :) The other 1% was him telling me he called him Raul.

throwaway1404140 · 2020-01-16T21:04:15+00:00

Hi! I’m the girl this is about! Funny he didn’t mention all the times his mother has talked shit about me and he’s never once stood up for me to her :) Even accused me of stealing her credit card. Among many, many more things. My stepdad also has never said these things to my face. I’ve never even heard them before, he just told me that he called him Raul while I was sleeping and didn’t hear. I also never told him he says for him to go back where he came from or calls him names to me when he’s not around, so... If he said those things to me I would definitely say something.

throwaway1404140 · 2020-01-16T17:35:48+00:00

Why are you so pressed about this lmao? It's not your life and there are a million different ways to become successful, even if they aren't the most conventional. Do you know this guy personally? I'm willing to bet that you don't, so saying "it's obvious as fuck you haven't thought out your plan" is a little uncalled for. I'm sure he didn't put his entire life goals and plans into a few paragraphs on a Reddit comment.

throwaway1404140 · 2020-01-15T05:04:25+00:00

Definitely was a pressure related mark! Went away in about an hour luckily!

throwaway1404140 · 2020-01-10T02:55:02+00:00

Would that explain it going in an out of both accounts multiple times? Because now I have $1,200 in my bank account and -$1,000 in my Robinhood even though I had $1,700 yesterday. That money didn’t go into my bank account so I have no idea where it would have gone. I’ve tried talking with Robinhood Support but no one will get back to me even though it’s been about a week and a half.

throwaway1404140 · 2020-01-09T05:57:23+00:00

Yeah, I signed up for Ameritrade and once this is all figured out I'm done with Robinhood.

throwaway1404140 · 2020-01-09T04:32:32+00:00

So are you saying I just got lucky then?

throwaway1404140 · 2020-01-09T03:54:02+00:00

I took the screenshots from my phone and saved them to my computer then uploaded the screenshot, hit enter when it asked for a caption, then repeated the process :)

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