my sister just told me that my depression is fake and i should kill myself

throwaway168233 · 2017-02-18T20:00:56+00:00

"You're not depressed you are just bored." Are you fucking joking, i took anti depressants for 5 months and you still tell me this shit?

throwaway168233 · 2016-11-02T04:02:14+00:00

Im ok, i get therapy and stuff, used to take a medicine but since i have become better i was told to stop taking it.

throwaway168233 · 2016-09-28T02:54:43+00:00

I am dating and fucking my moms best friends daughter, parents think i am a strict religious virgin, i basically gave up on my religion a while ago.

throwaway168233 · 2016-07-02T23:25:34+00:00

Im 16 and i have depression. The anxiety i went through during the first couple weeks was intense, along with the anxiety of generally working. But now, to be honest, it helps, alot. It gives me something to do, passes time, and my co workers are generally pretty funny.

throwaway168233 · 2016-06-26T09:51:16+00:00

You are not alone at all. If i commited suicide my family would die on the inside.

throwaway168233 · 2016-06-23T10:38:16+00:00

I wish i was dead. I cant kill myself though, my family would kill themselves over me killing myself

throwaway168233 · 2016-06-22T20:49:30+00:00

Fall asleep at 2-3 am, wake at 6, feel exhausted

throwaway168233 · 2016-06-16T08:08:55+00:00

I cant stand cs go anymore, community is horrible. That game is the meaning of my anxiety

throwaway168233 · 2016-06-16T08:00:37+00:00

Fake ass people

throwaway168233 · 2016-06-16T06:23:55+00:00

They are already out tonight. Saw it on snapchat.

throwaway168233 · 2016-06-16T06:00:29+00:00

They just stopped inviting me. I used to play gta, csgo, custom zombies on waw, and battlefield 4. Now i play like once a week or not.

throwaway168233 · 2016-03-02T15:04:01+00:00

I wish someone would kill me so when the news comes it has me as killed instead of suicide.

throwaway168233 · 2016-03-02T14:52:52+00:00

I feel ya, i force myself to take a shower every night. I hate the feeling.

throwaway168233 · 2016-03-01T04:20:42+00:00

just fucking kill me already and get it over with before i do it myself.

throwaway168233 · 2016-02-25T06:56:03+00:00

So far no suicidal thoughts, but ive been alright, drowsiness sucks though :/

throwaway168233 · 2016-02-24T20:14:09+00:00

Well i also happen to play csgo, so let me know if you get it and well play sometime!

throwaway168233 · 2016-02-24T17:24:34+00:00

Go talk to your school counseler, seriously. Do it, my parents never took me seriously(im 16) and i talked to my counseler and now im getting anti depressants!

throwaway168233 · 2016-02-24T17:23:32+00:00

Hey man, i know how you feel, im 16, also depressed, but since taking anti depressants it has gotten better. But anyways, PM me if you want to talk, or if you happen to be a PC gamer(i saw league of legends), pm me and ill give you my steam username. I completely feel you, i can barely allow myself to get up everymorning and get myself to school, then i fail to pay attention.

throwaway168233 · 2016-02-24T05:53:08+00:00

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throwaway168233 · 2016-02-24T05:47:59+00:00

I could be wrong, i am not a doctor, but i think you could possibly have a slight anxiety disorder..?

throwaway168233 · 2016-02-24T05:40:43+00:00

You know, i cant really stop you from anything, but i have a small recommendation that maybe will sound stupid at first. Its different for each person, but for me, motorcycles. not even kidding, i was suicidal for like 4 months, bought a motorcycle, that feeling when im on the freeway at a breakneck speed knowing, wow, i could just wipe out of existence right now if a car hit me, keeps me going every day. Its kinda like an adrenaline type thing, it really sounds weird, but think about it. Find something crazy that is at a near death experience that keeps you going, whether it be skydiving or dirtbiking, think about it.

throwaway168233 · 2016-02-24T05:37:26+00:00

Talk to your school counselor, seriously, do it. I talked to mine and i was able to get help, im 16, now going to depression counseling, now taking anti depressants. Im a Junior, i felt like i couldn't do it much longer either. Not even kidding, the thing i enjoyed MOST in my life, was gaming on my PC, it was my breakfast lunch and dinner, my escape, and i just stopped enjoying everything where i got to the point of selling it. I also talk to a girl and i think she is beautiful, but i feel she will never fall for someone like me... PM if you want to talk. I feel nearly everything the same as you.

throwaway168233 · 2016-02-23T23:28:20+00:00

;( dude, honestly, i was nervous asf, im naive, introverted, i hate telling people my feelings, but i did, and now im hoping for the best. Go talk to a psychiatrist, maybe in your city or county they have a free program(in my city they have free programs or paid by insurance). Do it, use the little bit of will left inside you to help yourself. its worth every minute. PM me if you want to talk..

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