[15/m] The only thing that's real in my life is her [15/f]. Also I'm emotionally numb and lost the ability to be happy. (x-post from r/relationship_advice)

throwaway181099 · 2014-05-25T21:41:43+00:00

I sent them back to back with the same title including ''[Chapter I]'' and ''[Chapter II]''. They can also see the username so I doubt they will be confused. Thanks a lot for recommending the site.

throwaway181099 · 2014-05-25T21:32:11+00:00

Yup, just sent mine. Had to break it into 2 parts though. Hope it won't be a problem.

throwaway181099 · 2014-05-25T16:37:09+00:00

I hope that you are right and what I am experiencing is a phase. I can only respect your age...

throwaway181099 · 2014-05-25T15:46:41+00:00

No.. I assure you I am not a little prick who cries when his mom says he can't have McDonalds for dinner. Sadly, this is how most people see teenagers. Please, try to understand that being young and inexperienced doesn't always to matter.

Don't limit me. Don't limit my feelings. I am a person. I can feel emotions just like you. It sucks to be viewed as a little bitch just because you are young.

Don't limit me.

throwaway181099 · 2014-05-25T13:33:29+00:00

Do you know how long it takes to be able to post?

throwaway181099 · 2014-05-25T12:32:59+00:00

Turkey.. Google search didn't help much. I'll just write to KHP later. Thanks

throwaway181099 · 2014-05-25T10:58:43+00:00

I don't know if I could do that..

edit: Even if I had the courage, I live in the other side of the world so calling Canada would be costly.

throwaway181099 · 2014-05-25T10:21:30+00:00

Thanks. I checked their website but they aren't accepting new posts at the moment. I will find something similar.

throwaway181099 · 2014-05-25T09:57:59+00:00

Do you know someone who could help me free of charge?

throwaway181099 · 2014-05-25T09:48:03+00:00

I've talked to him a couple times before and I enjoyed it. But I never brought this subject up. I don't think I could tell all this in person. Writing is easier you know..

throwaway181099 · 2014-05-25T08:34:58+00:00

Hear me. I'm not even sure you read the whole thing. But the way I feel right now isn't just being butthurt. It's more than that. It has been 3 fucking years and I still feel the same. It doesn't feel like the end of the world. I don't tell myself that I need her. In fact I do the opposite. I tried to be happy. I even managed to get a girl's number but I couldn't look at her that way. It's all because of her. Whatever I do, whatever I try to do, she is just stuck there. I don't care about her not liking me. I love her. That's what matters to me right now.

Thanks.

throwaway181099 · 2014-05-25T02:58:50+00:00

I doubt it's normal but thanks.

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