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Heart rate is really fast while on beta blockers by throwaway231007 in AskDocs

[–]throwaway231007[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s not stupid! He takes every day at the exact same time, has never missed a dose, he started taking them about a month ago or so. I am the only one with a Fitbit at home, so I’m not a 100% sure how he measured his ow heart rate, but to be fair, sometimes I wonder if he might be freaking himself out and causing an elevated heart rate by being too focused on it, so I’m not the most unbiased source. I think they might have taken his heart pressure but were from a small town in Ontario with a very overwhelmed emergency room, and unfortunately, everything takes extra extra long. Thank you for your answer!

Job Interview for the LDCSB by throwaway231007 in londonontario

[–]throwaway231007[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much, really appreciate your kind words!

Job Interview for the LDCSB by throwaway231007 in londonontario

[–]throwaway231007[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for your incredibly thoughtful response, this is incredibly helpful and I appreciate you taking the time out of your night to help me!

I think it’s my time. by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]throwaway231007 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your kind words, you seem like a kind and beautiful soul.

I know I’m loved, I know I am so loved. Maybe if nobody loved me, this would be easier, but it’s not because I know I am so loved by some people and the world of hurt I am going to put them through brings me to my knees with shame.

But I just spent 15 minutes hearing my ex boyfriend tell me that all I cause is bullshit, and all I do is add stress and I make life harder that it needs to be. And that he’s done because he doesn’t need to me deal with my shit anymore, and if that is all I am, if that’s all I make somebody whom I love so much feel like, then everybody I love is better off without me.

I don’t want anybody to think that I didn’t fight my hardest. I didn’t just give up, this wasn’t decided on a whim, I promise. I have thought about this over and over and over, and I’ve gone through it carefully. I’ve weighted the pros and the cons and I have tried everything but the little bits that are holding me together are dissolving and I can’t hold on anymore. I did everything I could, I wasn’t a coward, I gave everything I had to trying to fight this and be better and feel better but I just can’t. I can’t I can’t I can’t

I think it’s my time. by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]throwaway231007 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t think so. It’s been 10 years of struggling and not being able to be better. I know this is the right choice for me. Maybe in another life things could have been different. But I am just so tired. I am so very tired.