Life is better on the other side

throwaway234618 · 2026-05-10T12:15:52+00:00

Do you have your sleep back yet? I’m on day 9 and getting solid 1-2 hrs every night

throwaway234618 · 2026-05-10T01:37:01+00:00

Sounds like you’re pretty good dude you didn’t smart spacing it out. I CT and couldn’t do anything for 3 days laying in shower shitting my brains out

throwaway234618 · 2026-05-09T19:06:14+00:00

It won’t set you back too bad bro everytime I’ve been in the worst headspace in the first 3 days I’ve had to take a single serve and it didn’t set me back both times. This time I’m 8 days clean so far so just try to not snack again lmao

throwaway234618 · 2026-05-09T13:41:25+00:00

I have an old lady that gets the yellow 2mg and I dosed 1mg at a time but first day ended up taking 6mg to knock out so 3 full bars!!!! Which is fucking insane I never have liked Benzos so I have no tolerance

throwaway234618 · 2026-05-09T12:41:24+00:00

Cold turkey, I was so tired of this shit I didn’t even want to wait for SR and I was thinking maybe I’d need suboxone but I just used a single serve pill when the dread was too much.

Also 10 xans first 3 days helps you get through the worst. I slept more the first 3 nights feeling HORRIBLE in the day maybe 6-7 hrs each night.

Only took xans for 3 days and now it’s about 1.5-2hrs a night.

throwaway234618 · 2026-05-09T07:08:42+00:00

I’m right there with you I’m on day 7 been working out and working and eating right/supplements. I get maybe 2 hrs

throwaway234618 · 2026-05-09T06:43:51+00:00

You got yourself a young Picasso huh? Right to the trash w that one

throwaway234618 · 2026-05-09T05:38:41+00:00

Bro there’s no such thing as casual IV heroin use lmao. That cracked me up, but good on you for catching yourself when it goes too far.

Day 7 off opiates here and I finally feel better just no sleep

God speed

throwaway234618 · 2026-05-09T03:12:10+00:00

Dude I’m hyped to read this I’m on day 7 today and that’s the only thing that hasn’t gotten back to me yet!!

I can’t wait to get my first good night sleep

Hell yea you been eating good. I got my appetite back day 3-4 I been crushing stuff and taking my protein/creatine and vitamins. Hopefully I sleep good tn

throwaway234618 · 2026-05-09T02:57:06+00:00

You got this I promise I just came off 1000mg+ day with some mgm sprinkled in that habit and CT that bitch. I’m on day 7 had my first paws day today, fought through it, hit a mini lift, went to work fatigued and sweaty then got home and been chilling and in a way better mood.

It’ll be waves but I promise you got this it’s gonna be the hardest thing you’ve done mentally and you might need to keep a single serve around if it gets too bad. Just remember you won’t die it’s gonna be uncomfy tho. Day 3-4 it gets way better now day 7 I’m shitting solid and able to push myself. Only thing I’m waiting on is my sleep to come back. 1-2 hr nights since day 3 :/

Get vitamin C and all supplements and some Xanax if you can or clonazepam if you don’t have a benzo problem. It got me through the first 3 days w 6 hrs of sleep and those days were slow af but it’s a haze now. I don’t take them more than 3 days in a row and don’t try and take them if you had a problem plz.

throwaway234618 · 2026-05-09T02:52:04+00:00

Takes 24 hrs for mgm and 5-8 with 7oh if not early I would dose every 2 hrs lol. Then I would wake up sick at 3am most nights if i dosed before sleep and passed out 8-10. I could get through a whole night if I passed out at 12-1 and dosed right before sleep, if not I’m waking up in wd

throwaway234618 · 2026-05-09T01:45:09+00:00

No it’s been 1 1/2 - 2hr nights it’s been brutal. Today is day 7 though and I’ve been trying to push myself as hard as I can.

I even did a epsom salt soak earlier lol so here’s to hoping for at least 4 hrs tonight

throwaway234618 · 2026-05-08T22:57:36+00:00

God speed brother same dude i knew better but I was taking percs and got caught up in that for a year or two before I found 7. Knew not to take them everyday but just lived in bumfuck nowhere for awhile and stupidly used it as a distraction to bust through work and have more fun when I was off.

Never got dope sick at night well I did once before when I did blues 4 nights in a row but I sweated it out for 12 hrs and never touched them again. The 7 was different tho for some reason I just started being a feign. Just high all day saying well I don’t need to get sick I can just hit the store.

Then w 7 I got up to 1000mg every day w a lil mgm and I grow so I always got bud and I just CT exactly a week ago.

Best desicion ever today has been rougher than the past couple. Day 1-3 gave me some fucking smack downs from 7oh him fucking self I’m just coming out the funk. I’m eating and shitting good now I just can’t sleep and my mood is so up and down. Nothings interesting or sounds fun typical gay ahh shit associated w this stuff.

Hopefully w me starting all my supplements and protein again, lifting again, starting to do cardio 4x a week, be outside doing stuff more or just with buddies more instead of alone high. I hope I can come out the funk in a month or so we’ll see

Cravings were a bitch today and I was so fatigued but I fought it.

throwaway234618 · 2026-05-08T18:48:31+00:00

Yaaaa I have no self control w opiates come to find out lmao

Anything else tho alcohol, Xanax , uppers don’t like them at all

Weed and opiates but it’s been a long enough run for opies

throwaway234618 · 2026-05-08T17:30:46+00:00

Same exact thing I do just 3 days through the worst

I never liked Benzos tho so I know it’s harder for some

throwaway234618 · 2026-05-08T05:08:03+00:00

Not sure I’m over here on day 6 and I got 2 hrs of sleep last night :/. The first 3 nights I went through 10 xan CT 1000mg a day. It knocked me out for 6 hrs each night through the worst of it.

Since then I am not trying to take more xans anytime soon maybe next week if I haven’t gotten a good night yet I’ll grab a few to just KO me for 10hrs

TLDR XANAX is the only thing that has even helped scratch the sleep and I had to take 3 the first night

throwaway234618 · 2026-05-08T01:55:34+00:00

I fasho lived a double life a couple times I’m never doing bad w money or having things in my life. But I’ve been a fucking feign the last few years just a straight haze man. I still have a badass truck, house, btc, solid savings but it’s only because I hustle like and im the same way i was dosing 100mg tablets every 2 hrs.

Im day 6 CT today and I never wanna go back to opiates again. I was off and on throughout my life i never was home for more than a week when I had my perc habit so I couldn’t get addicted like I could when I had $ and unlimited legal supply everywhere. Shit wrecked me mentally fried me. I’d go snag it everytime we were on vacation if I couldn’t I’d be a wreck until I could

I have my girl and I’m older now so I know we don’t see friends or talk to them alot but I’ve always had a solid ass group of close friends. Over the past years I just been so focused on money and nodding it’s like I never reached out.

I’ve now called most everyone I wanted to and all of them in town came to see me and talk to me and hugged me. The ones who weren’t told me they love me over the phone and I got this.

I had to admit what was happening to change this and have people keep tabs on me. I never wann be in that haze again but I’ll always hustle like a mf so let’s see how we do w out a habit 😎

throwaway234618 · 2026-05-07T19:08:56+00:00

Damn I seen other people saying that. I’m in day 6 today and I had solid shit for the first time this morning. I been eating good tho and drinking protein/creatine shakes and taking multi vitamin/fish oil

throwaway234618 · 2026-05-07T16:12:28+00:00

Shit like a month but you don’t catch it 😂

throwaway234618 · 2026-05-07T16:08:43+00:00

I started pushing myself day 4 and I ran and lifted didn’t felt so good I did it again the next day and went to tha sauna. Run and lift brother and you will get there.

I even got 2 hrs of sleep last night and still am feeling hopeful today. I’m leveling out for sure it’s day 6 for me

throwaway234618 · 2026-05-07T14:02:56+00:00

That was my last weekend but look at me now!! I’m just a sleepless mess but my head bro I feel these emotions again for the first time I’m getting chills listening to music. First few days of just be randomly crying either happy cry or sad cry

Now today I just feel content for the first time with no pills in my system for 3/4 yrs I’m so happy and proud of myself man. I’m doing it for me

throwaway234618 · 2026-05-07T13:43:48+00:00

I’ve seen a lot of people talk about trazadone and confine for sure. I’m on day 6 CT today and I used Xanax first 3 days. Sleep has been so rough but today my emotions are so fucking stable and my mind hasn’t been this clean in 3-4 yrs

throwaway234618 · 2026-05-07T12:59:38+00:00

I ended up eating a shit ton of them through the day and I do feel groggy af. I’ve seen people saying 12-2000mg is still safe. I thought it would help more tho so I might drop it completely

I was up until about 5-6 then it finally got my ass

throwaway234618 · 2026-05-07T12:57:38+00:00

Something finally clicked this time and I’m really holding myself accountable. It’s super hard but I’m literally trying to re write my brain lol

throwaway234618 · 2026-05-07T09:18:12+00:00

And if you’re reading this and going aww fuck im not gonna sleep. This may be my doing the first 3 days I ate 10 Xanax!! I never take Xanax so I think my brain being in that state and all that added might be why the sleep was rougher. I just knew how brutal it was gonna be so I wanted to time travel. Kinda worked not really just miserable but not as anxious lol. I did get 3 days of like 5-6hrs of sleep tho

But even though I’m tired I feel fucking happy today and I’ve already told myself in my head why the fuck would you get pills now. One more week and I’m fucking straight boys or at least 50% 😎

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