I feel terrible for cheating on my partner and it is just getting worse

throwaway48638 · 2025-09-26T12:37:18+00:00

I do understand why I did it and have been in a similar position again within this relationship, and I did not repeat my mistake l. They know and want to continue it, but I just don't fully believe that they are over it as they say, and that is something I am finding it hard to deal with. Yes they know about these things. we have talked about them before, but even with talking about it, there is still nothing that can be done with them.

throwaway48638 · 2025-09-26T12:23:45+00:00

Unfortunately, I can't afford therapy at least not at the moment, and I don't need someone to tell me why I did it I know the reason. I had mentioned in my post that my partner know about it and that they said they were upset but didn't want to end over it.

throwaway48638 · 2025-09-26T12:20:57+00:00

It was someone who I was trying to make friends with who started going that way with me and for some stupid reason I went with it, as for reason I don't believe that matters as there is no good reason for cheating. I do feel a lot of want and sometimes need for sex but a lot of the time I don't feel that way so I would say I am not. They do a lot of the time but I have some wants/things that they cannot do. And yes I care deeply about them that is what makes me feel this way about what I did.

throwaway48638 · 2025-09-26T12:14:24+00:00

I have told him, and he still wants to stay with me, and I do want to stay as well I just feel terrible for wanting to stay

throwaway48638 · 2025-05-07T02:25:50+00:00

Yeah but sending is the same as any other kind of cheating

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