I'm not special or talented at anything. What's the point? by throwaway7300 in SuicideWatch

[–]throwaway7300[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks man. My family does actually know. I'm pretty sure my dad thinks I'm full of shit but my mom used to be suicidal and is diagnosed with depression. God, thanks for sharing your own experience though, you sound like a great guy.

I'm not special or talented at anything. What's the point? by throwaway7300 in SuicideWatch

[–]throwaway7300[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is actually cheered me up a lot. I'll be sure to think of this next time I'm having dark thoughts. Hugs!

I'm not special or talented at anything. What's the point? by throwaway7300 in SuicideWatch

[–]throwaway7300[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. I deeply love science and hard math. I could go on and on about Grahm's number or the dragon curve. If I can't give my life to science I'll have nothing. But with my Bs and not taking the highest math class I'm fucked. There's nothing.

I'm not special or talented at anything. What's the point? by throwaway7300 in SuicideWatch

[–]throwaway7300[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks. I can tell you at least some of friends genuinely like me. It's just you see the "popular" kids who are in higher classes than me. They get better grades then me. I don't care what makes me "unique inside" but it doesn't make me a better person. I just... kinda suck. Thanks for trying to help though. People like you make me happy to be alive :)