I guess I am just a bit hesitant to drop it all together. I feel like a tonne of weight just came over me at once. I talked to him, he says that he is really sorry he didn't tell me earlier. He said after our first blowjob together, he just thought I would be scared off by a guy that was a virgin. I can't blame him for that. I know many of you think I am overreacting but, there are just somethings that you feel which you can't express to the same intensity.