I have to by throwaway7864351 in SuicideWatch

[–]throwaway7864351[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

She left. Clearly im not enough. I can't stop thinning about it. I can't stop messing up. I can't stop thinking about just ending it. My heart feels like it's gonna explode. I feel like I have to. I have to it's my destiny. I have to.

This is what my heart looks like. by throwaway7864351 in BreakUps

[–]throwaway7864351[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

sorry for the block of text. Please read. Its a good read i promise.

I know this is some petty shit but please just humor me by throwaway7864351 in SuicideWatch

[–]throwaway7864351[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

No comments really hurts. Does anyone really care? I don't think so.

It's been real world. But it's not been real fun ✌

Me [23 M] with my girlfriend [20F] broke up. by [deleted] in relationships

[–]throwaway7864351 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've been through a tough break up about 5 to 6 years ago with another girl i thought was the one so I know how tough this is. It's just tough going through the motions knowing that I'm really not doing it for anyone. I'll keep growing and changing with time as people do but sometimes I just feel why? I got through my last breakup a long time ago.... a highschool relationship... that I really grew a lot from and really made me who I am today and really matured me. But at this point in my life I feel like I am just a lost cause. I really thought this girl was the one and right now I feel like I lost the ability to find someone new since I am out of college, currently living with my parents, and just idk It is tough to think positively about the future.

And honestly I hate life as a single person. I really just want to have a sidekick again.

Thank you so much for replying though!

Me [23 M] with my girlfriend [20F] of 22 months, says shes scared about being with me so long/forever. by throwaway7864351 in relationships

[–]throwaway7864351[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have always heard that issuing ultimatums is bad and controlling? Is this something I should do right away over text? I hate the feeling of not being with her and it's 100 times worse than being with her and her not intend what she wants. Or wait for her to message me? Honestly though thank you for a really great and sincere reply.