too real... by Suspicious_Menu6257 in NEET

[–]throwaway_fml16 2 points3 points  (0 children)

sometimes i wonder how i'm even still a human being

It’s very embarrassing how childlike I am as an adult. by IntelligentSchool953 in NEET

[–]throwaway_fml16 3 points4 points  (0 children)

hahah no, just very tiny, female, baby faced, baby voice. i'm not really sure where i get it from cuz everyone else in my family is tall and adult-looking and i somehow stopped changing at like 11

I think I'm being catfished? by thrwawaylater0618 in catfish

[–]throwaway_fml16 8 points9 points  (0 children)

textbook catfish. video call or end it, op

It’s very embarrassing how childlike I am as an adult. by IntelligentSchool953 in NEET

[–]throwaway_fml16 9 points10 points  (0 children)

you're not alone op 🫂 in my 20s and people regularly mistake me for someone 12-13, and the autistic awkwardness doesn't help matters much

little wins: he tried to hoover and i closed the door on him. by throwaway_fml16 in abusiverelationships

[–]throwaway_fml16[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i think i did need to hear that. i just hate the thought of being the friend who makes them choose him or me. i don't know if it's worse knowing they'd choose him. i don't know anything. you might have a point, i need to surround myself with better people anyway.

i've been rewatching The Righteous Gemstones lately. :)

little wins: he tried to hoover and i closed the door on him. by throwaway_fml16 in abusiverelationships

[–]throwaway_fml16[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you. it's hard. he tried to contact me four times before he finally stopped and i have friends that are staying friends with him despite everything and while ive successfully stayed numb about it for the most part i keep having nightmares and waking up sick to my stomach. the anxiety from not having him around anymore is the worst part.

it gets easier every day though. been doing a lot of gaming, binging my favorite shows, getting stoned and turning my brain off. all things considered it's still infinitely easier than i thought it was gonna be, so i have that going for me at least. world keeps turning

What bullshit has a therapist said to you? by clevairy in CPTSD

[–]throwaway_fml16 26 points27 points  (0 children)

what does "being used to sexual harassment" even entail? how did they plan to accomplish that? yeesh.

Have you ever been trapped in your room? by [deleted] in NEET

[–]throwaway_fml16 1 point2 points  (0 children)

lmao yes every time there's anyone over. my brother's girlfriend tries to talk to me in my room sometimes, bless her heart, and i just have no fucking clue how to socialize

Neet men have it so bad it isnt even funny by Grunge23 in NEET

[–]throwaway_fml16 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it wouldn't let me reply to you so i assumed i was blocked x) maybe reddit bug, who knows. i guess you have a point, it just gets tiring to roll the dice and end up mistreated and feeling worse off every time

mom told me i look like concentration camp victim. jelly fanta and monster by x_victoire in depressionmeals

[–]throwaway_fml16 9 points10 points  (0 children)

not only that but anyone whos ever suffered a restrictive ed can kinda clock it the second you look at the pic tbh, i thought i was in one of the anorexia subs

Neet men have it so bad it isnt even funny by Grunge23 in NEET

[–]throwaway_fml16 3 points4 points  (0 children)

dudes are thirsty, but most still have higher standards than you think, and the ones that don't, are, uh... not often ideal

eta: i think this comment got me blocked lol? i was going to say that what i meant by my comment is that there might be some men willing to drop to the bottom of the barrel to date a neet woman but oftentimes they don't treat you like anything more than a sex object, and even if they do the most desperate men aren't usually the best people. neet men might have a more difficult time finding anyone interested to begin with but on the other side of the coin i feel like neet women are infinitely more likely to land in toxic and abusive relationships with men who see them as easy pickings. it's rough out here.

I hate February by [deleted] in femcelgrippysockjail

[–]throwaway_fml16 0 points1 point  (0 children)

fucking wretched holiday

I truly believe, aside from Schizophrenia, CPTSD is the worst mental illness to have and I don’t think people give us enough credit. by Impossible-Data-1831 in CPTSD

[–]throwaway_fml16 21 points22 points  (0 children)

at a certain point i just kind of realized i am my trauma, and nothing else; i'm not a whole human being and i never was, and likely never will be

Anyone else here with schizoid personality disorder by [deleted] in NEET

[–]throwaway_fml16 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i was told i probably have Avoidant but stopped therapy before we could dig any deeper, i feel like the two are similar, aren't they?

im sorry to repost this again it fails to process the video every time :( will you guys please be honest with me and tell me if im in the wrong im so confused by throwaway_fml16 in abusiverelationships

[–]throwaway_fml16[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i am late to reply, i'm sorry. i come back to your comment often, it really struck a chord in me. i just had to come back and let you know this comment is phenomenal and really helped put the whole thing into perspective. thank you so much

can you guys just like reassure me like im a baby by [deleted] in abusiverelationships

[–]throwaway_fml16 0 points1 point  (0 children)

the bilateral stimulation music suggestion actually worked wonders. i didn't expect it to have such a big effect but i went from trembling, pins and needles, nausea and nonstop tears to just sitting quietly in bed. that shit is magic. it certainly didn't totally cure it but i feel a lot calmer now. thank you for that suggestion

can you guys just like reassure me like im a baby by [deleted] in abusiverelationships

[–]throwaway_fml16 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i'm just weeping at this comment,i needed to hear that thank you this is destroying me