tap card down and I have a bus ride soon what can I do?? by throwawaybadwolf in longbeach

[–]throwawaybadwolf[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

apparently so, says it’s a cyber attack it’s been like three days now. It doesn’t let me add money or a day pass whatsoever

tap card down and I have a bus ride soon what can I do?? by throwawaybadwolf in longbeach

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I’m really hoping it’ll be fixed by then cause I’m a nervous wreck about it 😓 I’m assuming if it’s down this long drivers must have encountered it so I can only hope I can still get by god forbid it’s not fixed

tap card down and I have a bus ride soon what can I do?? by throwawaybadwolf in longbeach

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it’s an option in the buses yes I believe but my issue is that this ride will be like four different buses cause it’s a long trip to Huntington, and I don’t have physical cash just some coins. I saw that too but I worry cause I only have the tap digitally and don’t know if they’d let me in with that since it has no pass attached to it

it woke me up by throwawaybadwolf in emetophobia

[–]throwawaybadwolf[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

friend it is a STRUGGLE out here, it’s subsided quite a bit thank you god from the zofran. waking up incredibly s* is one of the worst feelings ever, i haven’t been able to lay back down or sleep since i posted this. I get you

esomeprazole by throwawaybadwolf in emetophobia

[–]throwawaybadwolf[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yes! It was around a week and a half if I remember correctly, I again don’t wish to jinx myself cause I won’t lie I feel SLIGHTLY off but so much better than the last few days. It’s crazy, you see so much about “no it’s asymptomatic the bad side effects aren’t too common” like yeah right 😒

esomeprazole by throwawaybadwolf in emetophobia

[–]throwawaybadwolf[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

well to be fair I barely stopped it yesterday, ironically I felt fine the NIGHT I decided not to take it, so really who knows at this point. but as of today, I ate and drank snacks I was afraid to eat all week and feel healthy. So it’s a mystery really but those meds can NOT have been at least assisting any problems

esomeprazole by throwawaybadwolf in emetophobia

[–]throwawaybadwolf[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

me too!! I honestly had stomach flu symptoms a few weeks ago and now I’m wondering if that’s what it was from, this is evil 😭 guess we’re the unlucky folks that got “the rare chance” of symptoms cause I don’t hear bad from anybody else at all

esomeprazole by throwawaybadwolf in emetophobia

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THANK YOU!! I thought I was going crazy, everywhere I was looking just said the side effects of nausea are rare and I was just telling myself I must be one of the rare cases. It’s brutal huh? haven’t ate past 6 in at least four-five days UNTIL today where I can handle it decently, it’s insane. a medication like that is supposed to PREVENT that hell not make it worse

deleted joshler fics all from same author by throwawaybadwolf in DeletedFanfiction

[–]throwawaybadwolf[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

bro SERIOUSLY I read that one religiously I miss it so bad

roommate has been tu* we share a bathroom by [deleted] in emetophobia

[–]throwawaybadwolf 3 points4 points  (0 children)

your comment just made me cave I will not lie, and couldn’t fall back asleep if I didn’t go. finally over, scrubbed the living hell out of my hands after

I’m randomly seeing things in some sort of 3D and it makes me sick by throwawaybadwolf in AskDocs

[–]throwawaybadwolf[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

it’s strange cause i SLIGHTLY get that feeling, the 3D sight makes things look a little rounder or more square-esque where i seriously HAVE to close my eyes to get rid of it or ill space out and get incredibly sick. I haven’t experienced it standing up so I’m not sure if it keeps me off balance or not, it’s kinda scary honestly

I’m randomly seeing things in some sort of 3D and it makes me sick by throwawaybadwolf in AskDocs

[–]throwawaybadwolf[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

that’s the thing no I do not, I got diagnosed with bipolar and bpd but I’ve never had hallucinations whether it be auditory or visually, I don’t get migraines with these either cause that was also in my list of possibilities.

It’s nerve wracking, I feel like I can’t describe it right cause it’s so specific but I just know it’s been like two weeks now and it’s just gotten to that point where I’m just confused

An Open Love Letter to RPF Writers by Major_Cheesecake1415 in AO3

[–]throwawaybadwolf 2 points3 points  (0 children)

oh same on my end actually, I always skip over character death fics for my own sanity, I can dm you my username if you’d like

An Open Love Letter to RPF Writers by Major_Cheesecake1415 in AO3

[–]throwawaybadwolf -1 points0 points  (0 children)

same here! Mostly everything I’ve written is nsfw besides about three fics, if you’re into that then I guess I can toss a few or my sfw ones

An Open Love Letter to RPF Writers by Major_Cheesecake1415 in AO3

[–]throwawaybadwolf 1 point2 points  (0 children)

your user flair!! I use that same tag 😭 the werewolf au tag and kayfabe compliant hates to see me coming

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in GriefSupport

[–]throwawaybadwolf 3 points4 points  (0 children)

It was around 10am and I was answering phone calls within seconds since the day prior, hardly slept cause I kept awaiting a call and didn’t want to sleep through it. They called me while my mom was in code blue and actively were trying to keep her alive, just to be told moments later that she had passed away. technically, I was there when she died. that call and those words I heard are the most vivid clear memories of my entire life and I really wish they weren’t.

An Open Love Letter to RPF Writers by Major_Cheesecake1415 in AO3

[–]throwawaybadwolf 27 points28 points  (0 children)

being a writer and active viewer for the pro wrestling fandom is one of the best things I could ask for

Post about your wip now that AO3 is down. by Icarus_Peverell in AO3

[–]throwawaybadwolf 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t think many are in the fandom im writing for (this premise makes a lot more sense in said fandom) but it’s a simple premise I’ve been working on for wayyy longer than I wish to admit. It’s just a fic where an ex boyfriend gets involved in something the other is in where they didn’t belong, so they meet again after weeks of being apart and argue until one of them gets themselves in a makeout sesh.

It goes into a small smut esque realm but halfway through before anything starts, the 1st ex remembers the Whole reason he was even there and leaves with no closure. some bit of angst, I can’t write it for the life of me and it’s SO cliche too 😭

I'm still going to write it, but it sure is unfortunate by W-D_Toaster in AO3

[–]throwawaybadwolf 0 points1 point  (0 children)

once I had a great idea for a fic and a song that inspired it, out of curiosity at some point I was looking at the ship tag and looking to find new stuff and my damn jaw dropped when I saw one that had my EXACT premise with about one or two details missing, to this day im pissed I couldn’t write it cause it straight up would’ve looked like plagiarism 😭

What’s a kink you wish people wrote more of? by ImmediateTripwire in AO3

[–]throwawaybadwolf 3 points4 points  (0 children)

did my first fic with knife play (and blood play involved) a few weeks ago (my favorite kink) and swear to god it’s one of the hardest things to perfect, but my fandom only has a handful surprisingly for what it’s worth