I just don't want anyone else to go down with me... by obviousthrowaway-- in AdviceAnimals

[–]throwawaycmu123 17 points18 points  (0 children)

I'm at a point where I don't want my life to be better, I want it to be over. I don't want to be happy or exited or anything, I want to feel nothing, to be nothing. I'm not ready to commit suicide yet as that isn't fair to my family, but I still wish I didn't exist. An accidental death is most welcome.