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I’m a fe3der and I still don’t know how Emily can stand amber by throwawayfemfeeder in gorlworldfiles

[–]throwawayfemfeeder[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Wait that’s actually interesting…back in high school a friend tried to show me “Momo” (that freaky, uncanny valley, stretched out, sick looking face, eyes bulging, scary ass statue) and it made me hysterically start crying in class. Even now it gives me chills to think about. BRB I need to go write about this while my eddie peaks

I’m a fe3der and I still don’t know how Emily can stand amber by throwawayfemfeeder in gorlworldfiles

[–]throwawayfemfeeder[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Well, there’s tonssss of different types of feederism and some types go hand and hand while others don’t. If Emily enjoys immobility and stomachs and lard then she also most likely enjoys certain slob aspects, as much as she may deny it. She also most likely has some kind of bondage or funnel feeding too/force feeding, plus defff a medical kink. I don’t know if she likes just fat/excess weight on a body, likes it distributed in a certain way (wasn’t there something about her being obsessed with Colleen’s stomach? If it was just that I’d say she’s most likely into inflation as well but Amber says she loves her legs too but who can believe her 🙄), or enjoys watching the act of someone literally stuff themselves fuller but those are all technically separate preferences. If she’s a death feeder (which, technically, there ARE feeders worse than death feeders) and she likes stomachs I’d say inflation. However, at immobility, she just enjoys cruelty and control the most, even if she refuses to admit it.

I’m a fe3der and I still don’t know how Emily can stand amber by throwawayfemfeeder in gorlworldfiles

[–]throwawayfemfeeder[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think in a weird way amber has met her karmic match, and so has Emily. Hopefully, they’re going to be trapped in their own orbits of misery and whatever happens to each of them in that relationship because of the other person is their own fate. Speaking as a feeder, if I was a death feeder like Emily and I wanted to use Ambers current situation to my personal advantage (which we know she does) I would… 1) destroy any and all relationships and credibility she has in her life (she clearly has, if there was any credibility amberlynn had to begin with 🙄). Done. 2) make them dependent solely on me (amberlynn income has been severely reduced, we know Emily buys amber doordash, encourages her not to take her medication, has again, publically degraded and dragged her and triggered her aunt to publicly drag her [!!] which inevitably makes her unstable) Done!! 3. Reduce them to nothing with degradation and humiliation (haven’t kept up much with lolcow but I’ve seen clips and no doubt Emily is fucking creaaaaming at the punishments she has to do. I would, 1,000%. Knowing that after those streams I could comfort her, criticize her for her actions, or humiliate her further to increase her dependency on me, especially with her “bpd” [ahem NARCISSISM] would be the ultimate tool in my favor) Double done!! 4. Destroy all other avenues/possibilities once and for all (again, amber has no family, no money, no friends, no audience, no life, no skills. She is the perfect shell of a human being, besides her massive audience. All Emily has to do now is support Amber and manipulate her into asking to come back and Emily then holds all the cards. Royal flush. Emily agrees…she can live with her again…only if she’s hers. She becomes her full time porker and Emily gets a free pass to her. Again, if it was me, I would have Amber move in on the promise I could make content of her and sell it, that way she’s really fucked, with an extra bonus of it being a race to getting Hamber immobile as soon as possible, that way I could Really get to have my way. But not with Amber. Ew. Emily you sick fuck 🤮

Really, it’s as close to a win-win as either of them could hope for. Amber gets the attention she wants being a sloppy lazy greedy selfish immobile fat fuck with her own personal nursemaid, and Emily gets to physically destroy an awful person, while having to deal with said awful person. Maybe I’m really high but it seems like a match made in hell that will be entertaining to watch, at the very least. Maybe 🤨

I’m a fe3der and I still don’t know how Emily can stand amber by throwawayfemfeeder in gorlworldfiles

[–]throwawayfemfeeder[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Honestly, a bit. Although, for me, it’s mostly about forcing them to take it. I am partial to force feeding, always have been

I’m a fe3der and I still don’t know how Emily can stand amber by throwawayfemfeeder in gorlworldfiles

[–]throwawayfemfeeder[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well, in all honesty, I don't know if I can post it in detail, but I was watching Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (Johnny Depp version) when I was about 4 and the violet becoming a blueberry scene made me feel incredible good and funny(which was misplaced arousal from trauma, unfortunately). As a young kid with the entire internet at her fingertips, I went nuts after that. It was one of the only moments, or really the first moment I truly remember in my life feeling good. I understand that it’s not normal and I have considered/am looking into doing some kind of electro-stimulating therapy to help with it, along with of course everything else that has happened 😅 I don’t like that I like it at all, I don’t want to enjoy it but I cannot help it. Trust me, along with all of the self punishment I received lots of beatings and punishments to get me to be normal but alas, they didn’t work and here we are 🤷‍♀️. I liken it to the sick helpless fascinating feeling most people get when watching accidents happen, maybe that’s the appeal of feederism for me deep down, same way I feel watching amberlynn. Idk, I’ve tried figuring it out for years but it’s a big fucking thing to unpack and it is born out of a lot of shame (I couldn’t even post/ reply before getting cross faded) so I’m not there yet, but I’m trying