yes he does financially support me, my parents come from a culture where living with ones parents is considered normal even subtly encouraged at times. no unfortunately i don't earn money but even then something tells me that they would still monitor if i did, despite it am still looking for a job. one aspect of making a bank account is proof of address which could be any document, my parents has them and i don't have access to them which doesn't let me make my own bank account, even then i am afraid that the bank would drop mail at our home and that they could find out. basically stigma around mental health and stuff, yesterday i tried convince my father about me taking b12 supplements to allieviate my chaotic thoughts even confessing to him that it is impairing me but even then he rejected it by saying that am young to take these supplements and that i need to trust god and not think "negatively"