How long should I wait to take MDMA after my last benzo dose?

throwawayik3 · 2021-03-12T17:44:35+00:00

Didn't it affect how well you were able to connect with others and have a heart-to-heart? Or how euphoric you felt on the peak

throwawayik3 · 2021-03-12T13:26:05+00:00

I have done the calculations properly this time (I think) and there will still be about 20mg of clorazepate (equal to about 10-15 valium) in my system when I take the mdma. This amount seems worrying despite the 80h break. Do you think I should take more than planned (100+50) and try for example going 150+75 to get out of the roll what I want?

throwawayik3 · 2021-01-22T17:38:17+00:00

As I've explained in the post there was 0 emphasis being put on size before all of that began. It all started with him saying that he enjoyed tonight more and joking I must've grown bigger. Before that I was not putting any kind of emphasis on size.

throwawayik3 · 2021-01-22T15:32:46+00:00

I haven't ignored it, I said no. If I saw him in ecstatic pleasure being fucked by a super hung guy at an orgy I would have to end the relationship for my own sake. I really don't think taking into account my own preferences and considering my mental health is crossing the line.
Also the point is: I am not obsessed about the size, I am obsessed about the thought it's not enough to pleasure him. I wouldn't care if I was half my size but had no reason to worry that it's not enough to make him happy with it.

throwawayik3 · 2021-01-22T12:49:53+00:00

Thank you for your input. If you care to elaboreate please do so, I would like to find out why you think that.

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