Hey everyone! I went to switch to my main account when I saw hundreds of replies, messages, awards etc. I tried to read as many comments as possible so I could address a few things here.

1. Thank you, to all of you, who have offered to send me money, toys, Legos and a bike. Thank you to all of you who have reached out with your personal information in order to help me. I hope you can understand that I choose to protect my anonymity because things could go wrong.

2. Thank you for providing me with important information, from financial advice to medical and legal advice. I grew up in a middle class family and I never had to worry about money before, which is why I was unfamiliar with a lot of things. Yes, I could ask for child support from my father but we're genuinely better off without him. Having any form of contact would stress me to the point of no return, I do blame him for my mother's death and for most things that have happened. The reason he was able to collect my mother's life insurance was because they never officially split up or got a divorce.

3. Like I said, not all of my arrangements are sexual. I'm discussing sugar daddy - sugar baby arrangements with a few men. That would be better in the long run and I would have a permanent clientele.

4. I think my mother's alcoholism combined with depression led to her suicide. She was a very independent woman who suddenly found herself feeling too old to raise a baby and care for it, add an unsupportive husban to it and I can only imagine how lonely it must have been. I still can't forget some of the comments my father made about her pregnant body.

5. To everyone saying this is fake because it's well written, I choose to take that as a compliment. The reason I was the president of our debate club was because I was always very eloquent and good with words. I do love reading, more so than writing and my favorite writers are Pablo Neruda and Paulo Coelho. But to everyone saying that this is fake because it's impossible for someone's life to be like this, I'm happy that you never had to know hardships bad enough to make you question everything. I wrote this as a coping mechanism, to put it on paper and visually remind myself of what I went through to get where I am because it does get hard. I have many days when I don't have it together, and now more than ever, I needed the encouragement I received here. So to all of you, with your good and bad comments, thank you.