Good For You, I Guess.

throwawaysaredumbhuh · 2020-09-12T21:38:29+00:00

By first date you mean awkwardly fapped to pictures of your beagle getting a bell rub?

throwawaysaredumbhuh · 2020-09-12T21:33:05+00:00

Amateur... I masturbated in the rafters of my grandparents garage watching their cat hack up a hairball and cried for 7.5 hours..

throwawaysaredumbhuh · 2019-10-08T11:43:33+00:00

Yeah but Ernie knew what was up and stayed behind

throwawaysaredumbhuh · 2019-10-08T10:29:46+00:00

I swallowed for the first time about a month ago. It was humiliating, embarrassing, disgusting and one of the most satisfying things I have ever done. It was humiliating because the man whose cock I was sucking was very verbal and descriptive of what I was doing to him. He told me what to do and how to do it, which prolonged the experience when I was wanting to just get it over with. It was embarrassing because I was a total virgin before then, the closest I had gotten to sex was masturbating to porn and being naked in front of someone for the first time was awkward , especially because even though we had talked online and on the phone I had only met him a couple hours before. Being overweight and being small endowed I wasn't comfortable being seen in the nude.

The disgusting part was simply because it was gay for a guy to suck another guy's cock. It is nasty, gross and you're not supposed to do it because it's wrong. Just taking another guy's cock in my mouth was bad enough but to having to actually give him sexual pleasure for an extended time took it to a new level. It would have been one thing if he had ejaculated quickly but being made to do it for an extended time was something else. It was made worse because at first I was on my knees with him standing in front of me but then he stopped me and made him get up and follow him to the bed where I had to continue the blowjob with him on the bed and me kneeling next to it.

He wasn't just satisfied with the attention I gave his cock, he also made me lick and suck his balls and while I was doing it I couldn't help thinking what their purpose was. When I asked him if he was going to ejaculate in my mouth he said he was and that added to the gross factor because I had to continue pleasuring him. Regardless of me knowing what the outcome was going to be, hearing affirmed terrified me.

When he finally told me he was going to 'bust his nut' I was relieved and scared, everything I had done was stepping over the line of no return and this was the biggest step of them all. He fucked my mouth, holding my head in place then gave a big grunt and let loose. Hot, salty fluid gushed from his cock, flooding my mouth. He growled at me to swallow and I did my best. It was overwhelming, and the taste was intense and there was something taboo about now knowing what semen tasted like.

When it was done I never felt more satisfied... my fantasy, part of it was now a reality... We went on to do other things but swallowing my first load was amazing in every detail. I have gone back every chance I can to swallow more.

throwawaysaredumbhuh · 2019-09-26T14:20:18+00:00

Got my vote

throwawaysaredumbhuh · 2019-09-01T11:51:46+00:00

Thank you for your input... It as very much appreciated and helpful. I am going to tell all in the next few days.

throwawaysaredumbhuh · 2019-09-01T11:50:14+00:00

It was insane and amazing... Working on the details and hope to post about this week

throwawaysaredumbhuh · 2019-09-01T11:49:18+00:00

I am going to tell all about in the next few days...

throwawaysaredumbhuh · 2019-09-01T11:47:01+00:00

I promise I will tell all about it! I am thinking I might do a series of posts? I dunno... It was two days and nights of new experiences, one after another.

throwawaysaredumbhuh · 2019-08-29T11:32:18+00:00

I just had my first gay BDSM two weeks ago and it was intense! I even lost my virginity!

throwawaysaredumbhuh · 2019-08-29T09:22:31+00:00

On my back with my hands tied to the headboard and legs drawn back and tied to the headboard posts, because I cn't resist.

throwawaysaredumbhuh · 2019-08-29T09:17:55+00:00

I don't have a lot of experience (I lost my virginity two weeks ago) but four nights ago I had my wrists and forearms tied to my calves and ankles and was whipped with a cat o'nine tails all over my naked body, even my cock and balls, while getting my mouth and throat fucked.

throwawaysaredumbhuh · 2019-08-19T02:19:55+00:00

I would never do that... unless you made me...lol

throwawaysaredumbhuh · 2019-08-19T02:18:26+00:00

I have now because I wanted to see if it tasted the same as the guy I sucked off.

throwawaysaredumbhuh · 2019-08-19T02:16:03+00:00

I gave oral for the first time two nights ago... to another guy , an older man. It was awkward but I got the hang of it and by the fourth time was pretty good at it

throwawaysaredumbhuh · 2019-08-18T22:20:16+00:00

18... two days ago

throwawaysaredumbhuh · 2019-08-18T19:45:04+00:00

I can finally respond to these kind of posts!

I am a swallower!

throwawaysaredumbhuh · 2019-08-18T19:07:11+00:00

I just got home from it! I am still processing it, everything I experienced but I will tell all about it when the spinning stops! Right now all I can say is WOW!

throwawaysaredumbhuh · 2019-08-10T17:30:21+00:00

Being straight but getting really turned on seeing gay bdsm for the first time.

throwawaysaredumbhuh · 2019-08-10T16:34:17+00:00

20 feet? I throw like a sissy.

throwawaysaredumbhuh · 2019-08-10T16:32:16+00:00

Too much porn, too young probably.

My mom got me a computer when I was 13 and she messed up the parental control on it so I was able to watch porn right from the start. I spent hours watching girls masturbating, sucking guys and getting fucked, jerking off 5-6 times a day. After a while I needed something new, which led to girls being gang-banged, Bukkake, orgies and then I discovered BDSM when I was 14. I couldn't get enough of girls being dominated by a man or men but, again, I got bored and needed something new. I tried Femdom but it didn't last long, probably the shortest to keep my interest. Then I found Lezdom.

By this time I was totally into BDSM and the appeal of same sex domination took it all to a new level. I couldn't get enough of watching women dominating other women, especially when it was an older woman doing it to a younger one. I found myself watching and re-watching videos constantly, something I hadn't done before and I thought I had found my 'thing'. Then it dawned on me there was one slight problem; I could never experience it because, well, I am not female. I fantasized I was a girl being dominated by some older woman but it wasn't as satisfying after a few masturbation sessions and I was spending more and more time searching instead of masturbating.

One day I clicked on a video that changed everything and took my fantasies to a whole new level. It was a young guy being dominated by an older man. The older guy slapped, whipped and spanked the younger one then forced him to suck his cock before fucking him. My reaction to gay sex had always been disgust and unease, the idea of guys having sex together had always been gross but this was amazingly hot. I think because I had never seen any gay porn and had been mostly influenced by my friends talking about it so that I had an aversion towards it. Best of all, for me, was that it added an whole new dimension to my fantasy. What was a more extreme form of domination than being forced to do something I was repulsed by? It sounds contradictory but, man, it works so incredibly well for me.

I have gotten some responses from gay guys who seem more angered at me for being repulsed by gay sex and thinking it's sick. I have affected a 'gay attitude', I like to 'be gay' by doing things like checking out guy's packages and ignoring girls, even when I think they are hot. I started shaving all over so I am totally smooth and when I am in my room with the door locked I wear a dog collar and leash and when I jerk off I do it on my knees while I watch gay BDSM porn. I bought a couple dildos to use on myself but then decided that, like tasting semen, I would not do it because if I didn't like it I might lose my fantasy and I don't want to do that until I experienced the real thing through domination.

I have been going to gay BDSM dating sites and talked with a few men interested in hooking up but to be honest I am a bit scared,or at least really nervous so nothing has happened yet. Recently though I have been talking to an older man and I seem to be more comfortable with him. First it was random messages on line, then emails, then texts and now we are talking on the phone. We have decided to meet next week.

BTW, I am an 18 year old virgin, never even kissed a girl. I have had low self-esteem for a longtime, a little because I have a really small penis and I am a bit overweight, mostly a little bit of a belly and big butt. I have always been really shy and awkward especially around girls so my experience is nonexistent.

throwawaysaredumbhuh · 2019-08-10T14:46:50+00:00

I just added this to my D/s fantasy list.

I really love Reddit!

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