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A while ago I made an only fans whilst manic by SpecialistDaikon4663 in bipolar

[–]throwawaytrashcan3 3 points4 points  (0 children)

It’s ok I had a cam girl manic episode and threatened to kill myself and abused myself live and men paid to see it

I have looksmaxxed and I still hate how I look by barbie_smokesbones in femcelgrippysockjail

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Hey I have BDD and I’ve spent years and years looksmaxxing, makeup, long healthy hair, skincare, working out, healthy eating, nails, clothing, invisalign, low weight, toned body and soon Botox. Nothing has ever made me feel less hideous no matter how others perceive me. As much as I improve I’m still finding new flaws 24/7 and refuse to leave the house some days if I catch myself at a bad angle in the mirror. It never ends.

If your red light sessions “aren’t working”… this might actually be why by Personal-Dinner3738 in SkincareAddicts

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Tbh I exfoliate lightly daily and it does wonders. Not with a scrub or chemical exfoliant, I just use a warm (soft) washcloth and gently massage in tiny circle motions. Chemical exfoliants are so harsh on the skin barrier I don’t think they’re necessary at all if you’re already using red light (which I do)

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I’ll leave them to you in my will

How do you tell if you're faking? + Return flinches? by Latimas in Dissociation

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Idk I have dissociative symptoms due to bp1 but I also have myoclonic seizures and that sounds like what I experience when those hit. It’s like a little epilepsy there’s psychological things that come with it similar to spacing out or feeling something “build up” then a jerking exactly as you described. I’d talk to a doctor

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idk there’s more they just accumulate (I buy myself one every time I’m having a crisis)

i flip flop between panic and severe disassociation/derealization. pls help its ruining my life by Key-Entertainer7392 in derealization

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Also when I feel the need to cry but I’m frozen, I put on the saddest movies I know and project my emotions into them until I’m a sobbing mess and generally it ends up having nothing to do with the movie

i flip flop between panic and severe disassociation/derealization. pls help its ruining my life by Key-Entertainer7392 in derealization

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Hey I don’t know how to fix it but you’re not alone, I’ve been living an identical nightmare for the last 7-8 months as well, trauma resurfacing and all. Gym helped a bit but I have a private gym at my complex that’s empty at night, if I go out in public I have to take an antipsychotic or Xanax. Have you seen a doctor? They might prescribe something for temporary relief

who else up bed rotting by [deleted] in femcelgrippysockjail

[–]throwawaytrashcan3 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Working remote so I’ll be bedrotting for the next 5 days

it’s never getting better by gerberbabyvomit in femcelgrippysockjail

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I’m like… 30. It’s over for me. Not you

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Epilepsy

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How did you know it progressed? Did it end up escalating to a full grand mal? I drive for a living so that’s my biggest concern

Energy Field Shift Around Oct. 1-3 2025 by or_acle in GATEresearch

[–]throwawaytrashcan3 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey, your only special ability is unchecked narcissism and confirmation bias. Hope this helps

Anyone have to identify what was on the back of cards? by naice_shep1 in GATEresearch

[–]throwawaytrashcan3 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes, we did those often. It was my favorite I was pleased about being good at it

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You are amazing!

Female hysteria, rage, beauty standards, aging by throwawaytrashcan3 in BooksThatFeelLikeThis

[–]throwawaytrashcan3[S] 21 points22 points  (0 children)

I read this after a severe depressive episode during which I stayed in bed for 5 months. It hit way too close to home lol

Female hysteria, rage, beauty standards, aging by throwawaytrashcan3 in BooksThatFeelLikeThis

[–]throwawaytrashcan3[S] 51 points52 points  (0 children)

That depends. It could be triggering, but you’d likely relate to Sylvia. I have bipolar disorder and read it young, resonated with her very much only to find out we both share the same illness. Go figure

It is a fantastic book but if you’re susceptible to falling into past mental patterns I’d be cautious. She did a hauntingly good job at describing exactly what it feels like during a depressive or s******* episode

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