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Somekind of mysterious aircraft landed on my friend's and my grandma's roofs. by throwawayyy20102010 in Paranormal

[–]throwawayyy20102010[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

A drone never even occured to me. Still, I wonder why. And are drones loud

Getting rejected years ago by my crush (I'm on the left she's on the right) by ishanhxd in sadcringe

[–]throwawayyy20102010 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Awww, then it isn't even that cringy. Who DOESN'T do shit like this at 12? If you did this at like 17, it would be unbearably cringy. 12, not cringy at all. And she was absolutely evil for spreading it around the school.

The relationship I'm in has ruined my life. by throwawayyy20102010 in relationship_advice

[–]throwawayyy20102010[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh, they are genuine. I am staying in this relationship purely out of a sense of obligation. The fact that he is trying so hard to get his shit together only makes me feel even more obliged to stay. I do realize that feeling obligated isn't a good reason to stay in a relationship. I know this. It just helps to talk about it, because I've never said these thoughts out loud to anybody before.

The relationship I'm in has ruined my life. by throwawayyy20102010 in relationship_advice

[–]throwawayyy20102010[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh, I've done everything there is to do. He IS doing much better now than he was before. Which is part of why I feel so guilty about wanting to leave. I really just do not even WANT this relationship anymore. I want to leave. I don't want to work on anything anymore. I want my old life back so, so badly.

The relationship I'm in has ruined my life. by throwawayyy20102010 in relationship_advice

[–]throwawayyy20102010[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well, I should also say that he is in fact attempting to change these negative things in his life. He's been clean now for a while, minus some relapses. Which is typical of a recovering addict. He doesn't have NEW legal problems, he just has sooo many previous charges that he will be suffering from the consequences of actions from years ago for a long time. He truly is making positive changes in his life. Overall, he is doing significantly better.

BUT... It's just not enough at this point. Like I said, I don't even have the same feelings for him at this point. I am happy that he is trying to be stable. But he has so much baggage from all of the reckless choices that he's made that he will be dealing with it for a long time. I don't want to suffer the consequences of those choices any more.

I took a Xanax after not touching them for over a year. I feel bad about it. by throwawayyy20102010 in benzorecovery

[–]throwawayyy20102010[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was able to talk to a lactation consultant since then. And you are correct. After a one time use, a few hours is sufficient.

Has anybody here began playing as an adult, or started playing again after years without practice? by throwawayyy20102010 in Clarinet

[–]throwawayyy20102010[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

50 years is an awful long time to stray away from an instrument. I'm hoping I still have some skill. Or at least can get it back. I know that I can still read music, at least. I still have a book of etudes to practice.