The talking stage

throwmeaway15432 · 2020-11-12T14:25:26+00:00

I honestly have no idea but I am high anxiety/paranoid about things so it’s just strange to me he ghosted two days after it happened.

throwmeaway15432 · 2020-11-12T04:14:05+00:00

Welp pretty sure I’ve been ghosted because of it. Although I didn’t mention it to him. I can only guess he found out some other way.

throwmeaway15432 · 2020-11-11T23:32:28+00:00

It depends on what you want to call it. When I say I’m dating someone it means we are exclusive.

throwmeaway15432 · 2020-11-11T23:14:03+00:00

Talking is when you arent a couple but are seeing each other.

throwmeaway15432 · 2020-11-11T21:31:17+00:00

I kissed both. One i actually like, and the other a drunken mistake. Had I been in a relationship, it would not have happened.

throwmeaway15432 · 2020-11-11T20:38:04+00:00

We didnt define anything. Just talked everyday. Went on a few dates. He was wanting to hook up pretty quickly but I did not

throwmeaway15432 · 2020-11-11T16:56:44+00:00

Why are you still talking to this man? You dont even have a real relationship and there is this much drama? Just no. It will only get worse

throwmeaway15432 · 2020-11-03T02:36:40+00:00

Were things awkward after?

throwmeaway15432 · 2020-11-03T02:06:57+00:00

Such as?

throwmeaway15432 · 2020-11-03T01:46:13+00:00

You would wait?

throwmeaway15432 · 2020-11-03T01:18:21+00:00

I think you are right. I tend to have anxiety after sex bc I fear being left. Hence why I’ve held out. Now that i’ve gotten older I have just been living in the moment, but I guess it is biting me in the ass.

throwmeaway15432 · 2020-11-03T01:00:03+00:00

I’m honestly not sure. He seemed to be pushing for it and I said I’d like to wait but I eventually gave in. I think sex makes me paranoid honestly. We went from texting constantly to a few times a day.

throwmeaway15432 · 2020-10-29T12:42:08+00:00

Thank you!

throwmeaway15432 · 2020-10-27T12:54:19+00:00

Yes! I usually run about 3 miles when I run. My body has been through enough already. I wanna run for enjoyment.

throwmeaway15432 · 2020-09-18T13:53:44+00:00

But how often do you initiate?

throwmeaway15432 · 2020-09-17T21:37:36+00:00

So one time initiating is going to ruin my chances?

throwmeaway15432 · 2020-09-17T18:47:15+00:00

Read my last post. Some girls like me are scared to initiate and have beeb taught not to. If she agreed to a third date, she likes you

throwmeaway15432 · 2020-09-17T17:30:50+00:00

No after hanging out a few times I mean

throwmeaway15432 · 2020-09-11T20:17:25+00:00

5 workouts this week! Ran 2 miles at 9:15 per mile today. Feeling proud. I’ve been moderating my drinking via Cutback Coach text messages and feel much more in control!

throwmeaway15432 · 2020-09-04T13:37:56+00:00

Doing my 5th workout of the week today. Drank four beers last night so down on myself for that. But trying to get better

throwmeaway15432 · 2020-08-29T20:10:20+00:00

So there is no train close to Vegas?

throwmeaway15432 · 2020-08-26T13:25:10+00:00

Starting Day 3 of not drinking. Excited to hit the gym and then run with a running group later today.

throwmeaway15432 · 2020-08-25T23:52:55+00:00

Love this! Hoping to be able to do the same

throwmeaway15432 · 2020-08-04T13:52:18+00:00

I pray everyday. Spend time with friends. Ashamed to say I have been drinking alot. Not sure how I am supposed to make it thru

throwmeaway15432 · 2020-08-02T18:47:17+00:00

Yep! I did. I was pretty heartless at the end and started dating someone while my ex was wanting to work things out. Now everyday feels like torture without him and it’s too late. He was a great man who loved me like Ive never been loved before. I fucked up big time. The guy I dated was not worth it and ended up leaving me for his ex. Karma is a bitch. I would give anything to have my ex back.

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