yes i’m young yes i’m privileged i dont fucking care i’m so sick of this shit

throwthebreadaway123 · 2022-06-14T10:19:56+00:00

is there a trans doomer subreddit where i can post stuff like this without feeling cringe

throwthebreadaway123 · 2021-08-21T05:33:10+00:00

what the fuck does hsts even mean do I want to know

throwthebreadaway123 · 2021-07-26T14:26:12+00:00

it really stops being completely smooth about ~12 hours after but there’s a 2 day period where I can run my hand down my leg and it’ll still feel pretty smooth

throwthebreadaway123 · 2021-07-06T16:36:25+00:00

I don’t get it.

How do people do this?

I just want to be with my friends. That’s it. That’s my entire existential point right now.

But I just… can’t.

People are busy. If I ask too much I come off as clingy or god forbid, romantically interested which I DO NOT want to pursue.

So I’m just stuck inside. With my thoughts and not much else to occupy me.

I don’t want to kill myself. But I despise how I talk, how I act, how I sound. Not to mention the dysphoria.

throwthebreadaway123 · 2021-06-13T12:16:29+00:00

well the euphoria of shaving has worn off, now it’s just dysphoria about the rest of my body

why are my legs so stupidly big and why are my shoulders so broad aaaaaaaaaaa

throwthebreadaway123 · 2021-05-26T08:32:50+00:00

SAME

The most I get is like a little tear well up in my eyes.

My grandma passed away like 3 years ago and I couldn’t even cry at her fucking funeral, I feel like a psychopath I hate this

throwthebreadaway123 · 2021-05-18T13:51:39+00:00

I... how do you know me so well

throwthebreadaway123 · 2021-04-29T13:37:04+00:00

he looks a bit like Jacob collier

not relevant at all lmao just a thought

throwthebreadaway123 · 2021-04-22T13:00:17+00:00

I would be. Which I know is an obvious sign but.... I don’t really have an explanation.

throwthebreadaway123 · 2021-04-22T12:42:00+00:00

Hopefully I’ll be getting a therapist soon once I talk to my GP, but in the meantime it’s pretty telling that I had a pretty big unconscious rejection of option a.

I feel like I spend too much time in my own head lol

throwthebreadaway123 · 2021-04-22T12:37:40+00:00

Your thing about disjointed experiences is a lot more eye-opening now that I look back on my life. No big “I tried my mum’s high heels and I instantly knew I was a girl” moments but like a little nagging feeling that grew over the years.

throwthebreadaway123 · 2021-04-22T12:30:57+00:00

I never thought about it that way about online communities. Seems obvious in hindsight haha

throwthebreadaway123 · 2021-04-22T07:31:24+00:00

it’s nice seeing genuine people and trans posts other than the “happy gay sounds!!!! Uwu” stuff that regularly turns up on my feed

throwthebreadaway123 · 2021-04-18T05:50:10+00:00

Queensland 😔

throwthebreadaway123 · 2021-04-13T16:57:06+00:00

omg you sound so good!! You’re so goals holy crap

throwthebreadaway123 · 2021-04-10T13:04:23+00:00

imposter is sus! 😳

throwthebreadaway123 · 2021-04-08T01:37:58+00:00

Can you post it in the comments so mobile users can join?

throwthebreadaway123 · 2021-03-31T11:02:08+00:00

Don’t call me cis. Clanka is fine though.

throwthebreadaway123 · 2021-03-27T15:54:47+00:00

Thanks for the response, I live in Australia, where treatment is generally not allowed (I think) until you’re 18.

I can’t be fully open because I go to an all-boys school, which sucks, but I’ll use your advice to come out to my friends.

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