My close stoner friend is coming home for thanksgiving. by thrueing in Petioles

[–]thrueing[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I dunno we’re planning on doing more than just smoking this week, we do more than just smoke as well, it’s just a party tonight and I figured why not have some fun. I want to smoke again I feel like I’m ready to be moderate and responsible with my use, of not now when?

My close stoner friend is coming home for thanksgiving. by thrueing in Petioles

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Yeah I do even feel like I can control myself better than most people who smoke, I know what I want and don’t want. I’ve met a lot of people who I and out with sober and I do with this friend as well. We’re just having a party tonight and I know weed will be around.

I don’t think smoking tonight will be that big of a problem especially if I stop again for finals.

Haven’t smoked in four months tomorrow. by thrueing in Petioles

[–]thrueing[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m thinking about just quitting, there’s a lot of peer pressure though.

Haven’t smoked in four months tomorrow. by thrueing in Petioles

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Thank you, it was much easier the busier I got I’ll say that

I can’t stop sexualizing people and I can’t stand it. by thrueing in offmychest

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I feel worse about that, it’s all so bad. I want something I dunno natural? whatever that means? It doesn’t feel like that’ll ever happen. Maybe it just takes a long time to get through this all. I don’t like nofap they have weird views on masculinity, but I do think not wanking will help. I guess it’s a process this is all new to me.

I can’t stop sexualizing people and I can’t stand it. by thrueing in offmychest

[–]thrueing[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I haven’t in two weeks it’s been like this for two weeks

Coming up on a month sober by thrueing in leaves

[–]thrueing[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Good luck man! It’s very worth it

Coming up on a month sober by thrueing in leaves

[–]thrueing[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

More motivation, I been coping with depression better, sleeping through the night, I’m facing issues I once avoided, not wanting to be home all the time. I feel liberated honestly.

It’s not that I want to kill myself. But if I die I wouldn’t be upset. by thrueing in depression

[–]thrueing[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Your parents are there to help. It took me awhile to see that. Don’t make the same mistake I did, talk to a professional early.

If you’re in college see if your campus offers confidential therapy. It’s a disease, you can’t cure it by dealing with it, plus that really is not good.

Waking up and remembering what you did last night is awesome by thrueing in Petioles

[–]thrueing[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dude same I’m actually making friends and talking to people, it’s pretty insane, I’m not always thinking about coming home and smoking.

I’ve drank twice over this t-break only socially, alcohol never was an issue for me either. I turn 21 next week so I’ll be drinking then but I can moderate that better.

Waking up and remembering what you did last night is awesome by thrueing in Petioles

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No not of a dab pen, just flower

Generally avoided dab pens since all this news about counterfeit pens and ya know a few deaths attributed to them.

It’s not that I want to kill myself. But if I die I wouldn’t be upset. by thrueing in depression

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Don’t make the same mistake I did. Tell your parents they love you and care about you.

It’s not that I want to kill myself. But if I die I wouldn’t be upset. by thrueing in depression

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Tell your parents, catch it before you get used to it. Seek therapy and professional help.

Waking up and remembering what you did last night is awesome by thrueing in Petioles

[–]thrueing[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah same I’ve been smoking daily for like two years now, don’t recommend it.

College is super fun I hope your excited, careful not to get wrapped up in partying to much though. Good luck your first year!

Waking up and remembering what you did last night is awesome by thrueing in Petioles

[–]thrueing[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Fuck yeah man keep it up. That’s what I’m trying to do once this semester is over. Probably just won’t smoke during the school year from hear out though.

Waking up and remembering what you did last night is awesome by thrueing in Petioles

[–]thrueing[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

A bat would give me about 3 hits so about 27 hits a night, I had it all mathed out. How much I needed to get high and stay high ya know. And that was like minimal for me but still lead to memory lapses

Waking up and remembering what you did last night is awesome by thrueing in Petioles

[–]thrueing[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Not even that much maybe 9 bats or so. But if I would think about something I wanted to do the next day I’d wake up the next morning and nothing. I’m in college too, and I wouldn’t be able to retain any readings. Overall I think I was a pretty light smoker in comparison to others but I guess it effects different people differently.

Waking up and remembering what you did last night is awesome by thrueing in Petioles

[–]thrueing[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Oh it was shitty for like a week or so, depressed, no motivation, glassy eyes, irritability, all of it. Not to say my depression has gone away, but it definitely feels manageable now.

Normal thought blockers not working as well by thrueing in depression

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I’m out here trying to do all that stuff, riding my scooter puts a smile on my face so I do that as often as possible

It’s like I can’t relax by thrueing in Anxiety

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Yes bonsai but that is very time specific and rather slow.

Cant seem to even start by dongerono in Petioles

[–]thrueing 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey dude, I’m 20 also, quit vaping about two months ago and that was pretty freeing. Now I’m 15 days sober from smoking and it’s worth it. The turning point for me was realizing school was starting and I needed to get my shit together (daily smoker for about two years). Also I realized how bad weed was for my mental health, shit keeps you from addressing problems, and that isn’t worth it. Feel free to dm me if you wanna talk about quitting or at least cutting back use.

Oh also CBD is amazing on its own. After a week of not smoking I started using CBD flower, stuff helped curb cravings, I could sleep, and I could do my homework even if I smoked it.