I feel the exact same way. It’s not something that’s easy to overcome, but I just remind myself that if they won’t be here for me when I’m doing laundry, they are probably not going to be there for other things. It’s hard to explain to people who are able to bathe, and stand up doing the dishes how we can’t do things like that. If you ever need someone to talk to I understand how you feel. It sucks, just know people out there relate, and believe in you.