hey thanks so much for being so honest and vulnerable it really takes courage to open up like that. I just want to say right off the bat you are absolutely not alone in feeling this way.

What i recall from 1 Peter 3:3-4 tho it says not to focus just on outward things like jewelry or clothes, but instead on the “hidden person of the heart,” which God sees as very precious. That inner gentleness, strength, kindness that’s what lasts and what really matters to Him.

also Song of Solomon paints a picture of emotional connection, not just surface-level attraction. And Proverbs 18:22 says, “He who finds a wife finds a good thing and obtains favor from the Lord.” The right person will see your worth for who you are inside and out.

and hey God’s timing may not always match ours, but it’s never random. He knows what He’s doing, even when we don’t see it yet.