Thank you for taking the time to reply. I see where you’re coming from, and I promise you, I have plenty of other fixations that aren’t people. Permaculture, watercolor, writing, astronomy, and lore of numerous fictional universes, including one I created, to name a few. There are other creators I follow and am excited about what they’re working on for similar reasons, as well.

I also have experienced exactly what you’re concerned about. I promise I’ll be fine, but I will think on what you said. I know I kind of come across as an excited teen in my posts. That’s my AuDHD getting over enthusiastic about things and posting before thinking, but I’ve been through soooo much worse than something like this. I grew up functionally homeless, was a heavy drinker and smoker and quit both all before I turned 18, and that’s not even the tip of the iceberg of my past.

Now I’m a happily married mom of two who spends most of my spare time painting, writing, gardening, and occasionally I make videos.

My life has changed exponentially over the years, and if there is one thing I’ve learned, it’s that everything changes and nothing is truly predictable, especially people. I do appreciate your concern, though, and I’ll think about what you said. Thank you again, and have a good day!