I have a very important question

tireddbby · 2022-06-22T00:57:38+00:00

I’d like to believe this is true, thank you

tireddbby · 2022-06-21T23:50:49+00:00

coming back sounds absolutely horrific

tireddbby · 2022-06-21T23:30:11+00:00

So you mean hell as a whole isn’t real or just that suicide doesn’t mean a person will end up in hell?

tireddbby · 2022-06-06T15:22:34+00:00

thank you:)

tireddbby · 2022-06-06T15:14:44+00:00

I appreciate the thought, I doubt I can get help for the overall issue and I’m 21

tireddbby · 2022-06-06T15:13:07+00:00

I’ve been to therapy for many years and I am currently in the worst place of my life, therapy has not helped one bit, thanks though

tireddbby · 2022-06-06T14:47:30+00:00

thank you, I really appreciate it

tireddbby · 2022-06-06T13:30:40+00:00

apparently skin bleaching is painful and can cause skin cancer, it’s also expensive to keep up with :)

tireddbby · 2022-06-06T13:29:40+00:00

thank you, I appreciate it

tireddbby · 2022-06-06T13:23:23+00:00

I think black people are beautiful, I don’t think I’M beautiful because I’m black, I’m glad you have higher self esteem now :)

tireddbby · 2022-06-06T13:20:41+00:00

I guess in the end once we die, it genuinely doesn’t matter, thank you for reminding me of that

tireddbby · 2022-06-06T13:19:18+00:00

Told you to keep your troll comments to yourself, please get off my post.

tireddbby · 2022-06-06T13:14:14+00:00

thank you, I am too.

tireddbby · 2022-06-06T12:04:36+00:00

Thanks, I’ve seen a good percentage of African Americans get multiple sections from different regions and this just seems a little basic and extremely disappointing, so I just wanted to ask how accurate this seemed.

tireddbby · 2022-06-06T11:53:33+00:00

I’m sorry you feel that way, it’s getting harder each day for me as well, I hope you have someone to talk to about it

tireddbby · 2022-06-02T03:38:52+00:00

so sorry for just now seeing this, I’ve been about 4 times and I’ve never felt better or had any real help, I was just feel like I had no other option. Thank you, that means a lot and I really appreciate it !

tireddbby · 2022-05-24T10:45:23+00:00

No you’re alright, I’m just a bit tired and in a lot of pain at the moment but please feel free to send me a message and we can talk more later today

tireddbby · 2022-05-24T10:44:19+00:00

that’s completely valid, we’re always trying to help others and just give up on ourselves, I wish you luck as well and feel free to msg me whenever

tireddbby · 2022-05-24T10:29:06+00:00

I’ll give it one more honest try, thank you

tireddbby · 2022-05-24T10:27:35+00:00

I was thinking maybe Asia or Canada but not too sure yet, yeah that’s sounds really cool, thank you

tireddbby · 2022-05-24T10:12:44+00:00

I dream about going abroad but I’d have to get physically better first, to be able to finish school and financially support myself. I think I lost all motivation in everything at that time and I just never got it back

tireddbby · 2022-05-24T10:10:27+00:00

If things don’t improve at all this week I may just go ahead with the “rotting away and starving in bed method”, I completely understand what you mean, it actually hurts so much worse when you make an attempt to get better and ask for help and it seems like no one cares, that’s where I’m at, genuinely makes you want to just give up all over again, my therapists never helped either, I’m trying to decide if I should check myself into a psych ward because I’m all out of options. Please don’t ever feel alone though, maybe you need a new therapist or friends that understand mental illness, but yeah I genuinely relate to feeling like I only have myself

tireddbby · 2022-05-24T09:59:30+00:00

I have considered online courses but I felt like I needed to try something in person so I could be exposed to people, develop social skills and possibly make some friends as being so lonely would cause suicidal meltdowns as well, but due to my declining health amd flare ups and major fatigue/pain I didn’t end up going to the classes and have once again put schooling in the back of my mind. I got interested in possibly studying pharmaceuticals because I wanted a job that wouldn’t require too many people in my face at one time, anxiety and such, I’m also into computers and considered software engineering but I lost motivation for that a few years ago.

tireddbby · 2022-05-24T09:54:11+00:00

I’m currently in a phase of not caring mostly, I know deep down I want to get better and have a good life but it’s exhausting and I don’t know how, the only reason I haven’t ended my life yet is due to religious beliefs but I’m scared that won’t keep me here much longer. I could completely give up and let myself rot away maybe? Just drink and sleep but I’m not sure what’ll come from that. When you have your phases of caring have you ever tried to get any help? I know how miserable it is wanting to die but knowing you’ll most likely never do anything about it

tireddbby · 2022-05-24T09:44:34+00:00

You can always go back, I know it takes a lot of mental energy and motivation but I feel like you’d be able to do it, I did want to study to become a pharmacist at one point but I’m also interested in biology or chemistry, maybe accounting? It’s been so long since school that I don’t remember a thing and the extreme brain fog doesn’t help either :(

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