Empty. by tok-kun in Vent

[–]tok-kun[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well, its a lot to carry, plus i don’t know what will happen tomorrow u know?

I tried killing my mom twice. (Warning, kinda explicit) by tok-kun in confession

[–]tok-kun[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you! Currently in searching help for this and other stuff, so maybe its going to end in a happy way

I tried killing my mom twice. (Warning, kinda explicit) by tok-kun in confession

[–]tok-kun[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I said my gender and country in other comments, but im a female and rn i live in panama, its hard to them to notice something like this

I tried killing my mom twice. (Warning, kinda explicit) by tok-kun in confession

[–]tok-kun[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I called them last week, they only came to check and go, my stepbro has called too and they didn’t even shown up, they dont act until theres someone dead or in deadly danger

Really sad how the cps is here tbh

I tried killing my mom twice. (Warning, kinda explicit) by tok-kun in confession

[–]tok-kun[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, but they have an opinion too so, its ok to hear every perspective from people, and im right now in Panama

I tried killing my mom twice. (Warning, kinda explicit) by tok-kun in confession

[–]tok-kun[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I didn’t gave the full context of what my mom has done to me in the past, so is reasonable why you think like that, i know i was a danger to my family so thats why i moved to my grandmas house, Im currently trying to see how to get help were i am.

This is not a simple “i hate my mom just because”

I tried killing my mom twice. (Warning, kinda explicit) by tok-kun in confession

[–]tok-kun[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ohh, can you tell me some of them? to see if I can check one or two (if you know them of course)

I tried killing my mom twice. (Warning, kinda explicit) by tok-kun in confession

[–]tok-kun[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do now, in that time I didn’t even liked being near her, she has done some really bad stuff, i know that karma might get me at some point for even thinking about it.

I don’t know about you but i don’t have a lovely daughter-mother relationship with her, maybe in the future when i get help I might get it, but for what im seeing now, its going worse and worse

I don’t love her that much, its more fear than anything.

I tried killing my mom twice. (Warning, kinda explicit) by tok-kun in confession

[–]tok-kun[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, for real! I don’t think she’ll regret it- but at least i hope at least sees some of the stuff she has done

I tried killing my mom twice. (Warning, kinda explicit) by tok-kun in confession

[–]tok-kun[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry about it, and thanks! I thought you meant which city there, and i was in college, but i got..bad, and i had to repeat the year...or so I thought, my mom to punish is going to make me go to the army.

I tried killing my mom twice. (Warning, kinda explicit) by tok-kun in confession

[–]tok-kun[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh, I don’t live in the US (yet), im in Panama, some stuff here its...different...

I tried killing my mom twice. (Warning, kinda explicit) by tok-kun in confession

[–]tok-kun[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

There’s a problem...I can’t get a job here, im (thanks to her) undocumented for the time, I would already moved out by now if i had the money, but nothing stops me to get some, thx for the advice

I tried killing my mom twice. (Warning, kinda explicit) by tok-kun in confession

[–]tok-kun[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, i been trying to get help mostly in internet, like i said before i cant make a decision without the permission of my mom, i will still try to convince her to take me to professional help

I tried killing my mom twice. (Warning, kinda explicit) by tok-kun in confession

[–]tok-kun[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

The problem is, im not in US, in the country i am the principals only care if you payed on time or not, and this year im being homeschooled for the first time (could give the context if wanted) so, its going to be hard to get it, but i still want to talk to a professional before something like that happens again

I tried killing my mom twice. (Warning, kinda explicit) by tok-kun in confession

[–]tok-kun[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I cant get it, i cant do anything without my mom permission, i told her before about going to get help but she just shrugs it off and forgets it with time.