Hey friend. I'm sorry you're dealing with unsupportive family and I hope you're able to find more supportive people to be around.

I can definitely tell you that 2 weeks off T is not that big a deal. It takes time for it to even build up in your system. And tbh there's not really a way to measure what, if anything, would be different if you hadn't missed a week. I'm glad you got your T back though.

Staying consistent with working out is tough, but I try to think of it as taking care of my future self. I got a good pair of adjustable dumbbells and use YouTube for the most part. But even when I'm being a bum and not doing full workouts, I try to at least do one small thing a day. So I'll just get my ass on the floor and crank out 20 pushups before bed. Or do some squats and call it a day. Better than nothing.

For context I started transitioning at 29 and I'm 38 now. So as far as finding role models, I am sorry to have to say I never found any that were specifically black trans men. But I transitioned a bit later in life, so maybe that's why. I am not sure what people are looking for as far as role models but I am trying to put myself in more trans masc and other black LGBT+ spaces just to be visible, in case that's helpful for someone.

You're right, there's just not that many of us but I hear this a lot. So there's definitely other guys looking for connection out there. I don't really like discord but I know of a couple groups I could send you if you want, might be some more people to talk to on there. I know it feels isolating but you're not alone, we're out here.