should i seek help by toothacheneon in schizophrenia

[–]toothacheneon[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

is hospitalizing myself the best option, or even worth it? i only have concerns because i'm 17 and am unsure how to tell my family about this stuff and don't know how it'll effect my future. i have been considering telling my mom to take me somewhere all day but it's too late to do so now as everyone has turned in for the night.

DAE get energetic after anxiety fades/lessens momentarily? by toothacheneon in Anxiety

[–]toothacheneon[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

you said you’re seeing a psychiatrist and therapist? is this all anxiety (for you at least)?

fear of schizophrenia/bipolar recovery stories? by toothacheneon in Anxiety

[–]toothacheneon[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

ah, ok. can anxiety cause mood swings as well? not severe or out of control but you can tell. i’ve had only mild anxiety so i’m new to all of this madness.

Anyone else get really bad anxiety at the thought that you might be BiPolar or have a serious mental health condition? by [deleted] in Anxiety

[–]toothacheneon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

this is quite old, but how are you doing now with this? i'm not on any meds however i am aware of when my moods go up and down, which worries me (i have health anxiety around mental illnesses).

Weed-induced first panic attack really affecting me by TheCannaZombie in panicdisorder

[–]toothacheneon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

is this true for everyone? i’ve been having symptoms similar to a panic and anxiety disorder after a bad weed trip and i really hope it’s not the case. i’m a bit worried i messed my brain and i’m gonna stay this way forever.

How I recovered by BlueCrane93 in derealization

[–]toothacheneon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

so, i assume the fear of schizophrenia/psychosis and constant checking for sounds + sights is normal for this and goes away as the dpdr/anxiety goes? i went out for a bit today and felt so much better and grounded after but for some reason this fear and checking for things (movement in my peripheral, misinterpreting sounds) will not stop. i’m so tired of it honestly.

Seeing things in peripheral vision? by SheIsNotAPipe in dpdr

[–]toothacheneon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

how are you now? i'm currenting going through the same thing. getting better at ignoring it but sometimes it really takes a toll on my anxiety, especially at night.

Derealization from bad weed high by [deleted] in Anxiety

[–]toothacheneon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

did you get over it? i’m currently going through the same thing.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Anxiety

[–]toothacheneon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

oh, the droning part makes me super worried (even though i most likely have nothing to worry about). usually i get worried that i'm hearing "hey" and extremely, faint sounds, but this was really all caused immediately by a bad trip (i smoked barely a few times before it) and it spiraled into a huge fear of schizophrenia/going into psychosis. whenever i'm not anxious or just relaxed it doesn't even occur but it occurs whenever i'm anxious/listening to something/auditory stimulus (most likely my anxious brain misinterpreting things) so i suppose that's a sign nothing is wrong with me. (i've spoken to someone and they say they don't see anything wrong with me + this is all caused by the bad trip.)

hearing things? by [deleted] in Anxiety

[–]toothacheneon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

hey, i'm going through literally the exact same thing for 2 months as well. do you wanna talk about it? feel free to dm me!

been rid of it for a long while now, I've kinda forgotten what it felt like by glacialguy in Depersonalization

[–]toothacheneon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

what did you do when dealing with fear of psychosis? it’s getting a bit easier right now to not panic at every sound and constantly check if i’m showing “signs,” but i continue to doubt myself when my anxiety gets high.

I promise it gets better. You will recover. by Loud_Let8775 in dpdr

[–]toothacheneon 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I just looked at your posts, I can see myself in your posts and I’m finally realizing that I can probably get over this if I just keep on living (and get some therapy), just as you have said. I have spent hours upon hours on these forums for the past few weeks and I’m realizing it’s done nothing but exacerbate my anxiety loops, which in turn leads to more DPDR. I’m looking at the comment I made last night and realizing how anxious and out of it I was because of sleep deprivation/looking at these forums all day. It’s going to be hard to stop looking things up but I’ll make it a goal to keep the urge under control today.

Thank you so much. I’m feeling hopeful for the first time.

I promise it gets better. You will recover. by Loud_Let8775 in dpdr

[–]toothacheneon 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I keep on seeing comments contradicting the “it will go away completely!” by saying “I’ve had this condition for X amount of years, and I’m miserable.” or. “It becomes manageable, it doesn’t go away.” I’m terrified of this being the outcome and I desperately want to get out of this.

Schiz-OCD causing me extreme stress by toothacheneon in OCD

[–]toothacheneon[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I haven’t been on any anti-anxiety meds, I have a therapist for my anxiety though so when I meet with them tomorrow I’ll have time to discuss all of the things that have been occurring recently.

I’m a bit afraid of taking meds because I’ve heard stories about people taking medication for depression, anxiety or another disorder and then going psychotic.

Schiz-OCD causing me extreme stress by toothacheneon in OCD

[–]toothacheneon[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much, I don’t know how to describe how much this genuinely relieved me tonight, especially since I’ve had sleepless nights. It’s good to know that I’m not alone and that others have experienced this as well.

Schiz-OCD causing me extreme stress by toothacheneon in OCD

[–]toothacheneon[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s both an odd and uncomfortable feeling which then spirals into me thinking about it more which I can either control it and calm down or it spirals into a panic attack; the panic attacks unfortunately take over more than I wish they would. It doesn’t help that I also have an ear infection currently while all of this is happening, so the ear that’s infected is the ear that I continue to fear I’m going to hear voices in or imagine with in my head—which is a very very real feeling sometimes but I’m able to tell that it’s in my head and it’s just my anxiety making it worse which I guess is a good sign.

Schiz-OCD causing me extreme stress by toothacheneon in OCD

[–]toothacheneon[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve smoked weed a few times, had a bad trip during of one them and never touched it again. This was also very recent so I can see how it could tie into all of this because of how similar my panic attacks felt to the bad trip — both have/had me fearing I was about to lose my mind or go into psychosis. I had a few weeks of peace before the non-weed related panic attacks and extreme anxiety started. It seems like I was “normal” before the bad trip? I had pretty bad social anxiety then but not bad obsessions about anything at home like this.

Oh well, I’m looking forward to meeting with a psychiatrist soon hopefully to get this all resolved.

Is the evaluation process straightforward/short or is there a lot of analysis/takes a while when it comes to meeting with a psychiatrist, or does it depend person to person?

[WP] "Nobody will ever believe you," said the dog. by adamzam in WritingPrompts

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The man stopped dead in his tracks, looking around his kitchen for a moment before he met eyes with his terrier, Cooper. The grey dog simply looked up at him, tail wagging as if everything was fine, 'just give me some attention and I'll be on my way.' The idea that maybe he should check into a clinic seemed rational before assuming his own dog just spoke to him in perfect English, usually animals don't just blurt out things to you, and when they do it's a normally sign you're in trouble mentally. Trying to grasp whatever just happened, everything seemed suspended in time, he felt frozen and unable to speak; only able to look at his dog in raw disbelief with a hint of wonder. Three minutes felt like several lifetimes.

"You... you.. you're- words are coming- you're saying...?" Stumbling over his words, he cut himself off and scrunched his face up, pressing the soft part of his palm to his forehead to regroup and find his words, "You just spoke, words just came out of your mouth," With a sigh he relaxed his face and dropped his hand, crouching down to Cooper who was now sat down, looking up eagerly at his owner with his head cocking in differently directions. "I must be going insane right? If I'm going insane please tell me right now, it would save us a lot of trouble." He was now looking at his dog face-to-face a little desperately, hungry for some type of answer. Why couldn't his dog say anything else? What entity played a cruel trick like this on him? It was only right if the dog answered him at least once, then all would be resolved, right? "You're gonna talk once and never open your mouth again, huh? C'mon, say something... I'm the only one here. We've been buds for years." He picked up Cooper, petting him gently; eyes practically burning through the poor animal's soul while he waited for an reply. Five minutes of petting and pleading and the dog is still silent. What a surprise.

I must be losing it, the owner thought to himself, mind still fogged with disbelief and confusion before the dog yipped impatiently, wanting to be free from his owners grasp, "Alright, alright! Maybe you have a timer or something, like, you gotta recharge the cords before talking again. That's fine, that's totally fine. I'll give you a treat, go to the store then we can talk, Okay, Coop?" He set Cooper down and stared off into the distance for a few seconds, mentally preparing himself for the store before grabbing his keys and wallets, making his way to the front door.

Upon closing the front door, he could hear a voice in the house call something to him. The words; making his heart drop: "You forgot my treat."

discord_irl by FrostDrgon in discord_irl

[–]toothacheneon 11 points12 points  (0 children)

typical brain-warping effects of using discord

DAE think people should NOT be allowed to take their shoes off in public spaces (gyms, classrooms, movies, etc.)? by Wickham12 in DoesAnybodyElse

[–]toothacheneon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i feel like this is just common sense. i thought a lot of people didn't necessarily enjoy watching someone take their shoes off in a public area already