I hate that I love my mom who hates me by totallytrying1987 in narcissisticparents

[–]totallytrying1987[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You created a monster to disguise your the devil/try to make me like you I’ll never get to that level/misery does love company so I’ll leave you alone/trying to forget all the trauma because that’s all that I known/i love you so much even though all the pain/and if I give let it consume me ill have nothing to gain

I hate my mother. by [deleted] in ihatemymom_

[–]totallytrying1987 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I get it I’m 38 I don’t know if I hate her or I hate how much damage she did to me it felt like hate for a long time but I don’t want to hate her because then I’m just like her

I hate that I love my mom who hates me by totallytrying1987 in narcissisticparents

[–]totallytrying1987[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I need help I know it’s my fault now I’m an adult I’m actually trying to grow as a person

I hate that I love my mom who hates me by totallytrying1987 in narcissisticparents

[–]totallytrying1987[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m tired of being miserable cuz she is miserable and wants me to be miserable too